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FaithfulWalker · December 10, 2024, 12:34am

IronWill: Still I Rise!

No matter how many times I fall, I will still rise

December 09, 2024 Monday

07:36 pm Eastern Standard Time

My Information

Day 22 of 90
NoFap Streak: 22 days
Stage 1: 0 to 90 Days
Challenge: 22/25 days
Badge: Defender

Proverbs 3:19-20 (KJV) The LORD by wisdom hath founded the earth; by understanding hath he established the heavens.
By his knowledge the depths are broken up, and the clouds drop down the dew.

To: My Friends
From: Prayer_Warrior
Address: RC Forum

Hello my friends, I am doing well today, today I want to share some valuable information with you today. Now I know some of you have probably heard my story but I will write this story again so that I can have it here in this journal. Now as I begin my story from the beginning of where this all started don’t be shocked at what you read. I ain’t gay or a bigot I was a straight guy who liked dressing in women’s clothes. This is a journal entry from my previous journal, so I will share for the next 2 night these journal entry’s from my other journal.

Preachers Dreams (Autogynephilia Files) [38 M]

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I am changing this to a diary, so that I can be accountable to what I think during the day. I know that it says dreams but that is what it is all about.

Okay here it goes. Some of you probably never heard of Autogynephilia and I will clarify it for you. It is man who dreams as himself as a woman. I have been doing this since I was 11 years old. I always looked at my mother and imagined myself as she is.

Yes I did try a few things on that belongs to mother at that age but I didn’t feel good about it. About age 13 I tried again and I was aroused by the feel of the clothes. That is when I first masturbated. So in short the feel of the clothes aroused me but I still didn’t feel right. Then I was 16 and begin again imagining myself again as a woman.

I talked to counselor but I didn’t mention anything about my situation. I just told that I was depressed and not thinking clearly. Everyday that went by I start imagining myself as a woman and it aroused me to masturbate at least 1 time everyday. Then to catch up to this day, back in 2021 I found the rewire companion forum. I knew that I could not be judged by these people on here. So if to inform yes I still have Autogynephilia but I am overcoming this obstacle as well.

To change things differently I haven’t thought of being a woman for 42 days straight now. I will also like to thank you for listening to what I had to say.

God bless y’all and don’t give up hope. Keep up the fight and know that our redeemer lives

Now as you see my friend I was that way back then but now I have changed and my life is inspiring to other. Yes my friends I am ashamed of my past but I must move forward to live a life more abundantly in Christ. My friends I hope that you will not think of me differently as you read this but I hope that you understand that I am not that guy anymore. God bless y’all.

Motivational Quote

“It is only when we take chances that our lives improve. The initial and the most difficult risk we need to take is to become honest.”
—Walter Anderson

IronWill: Still I Rise!

The grace of our Lord Jesus Christ be with you. My love be with you all in Christ Jesus. Amen.