i donโt even remember how many years passed since this addiction started man, iโm 19 and i feel like iโve lost so much time, and iโm not even close to being the person i want to be
truth is, i have followed the self improvement path for some time now
by that i mean that i work out daily and try my hardest to get the body i always dreamt pf
but thatโs not enough
i feel depressed almost daily
i have a 11 hours a day job, and if i sleep let s say 8 hours and one hour iโm working out, iโm left with 4 hours that i waste on scrolling on my phone and fapping
these two bad habits are destroying my life slowly
but still i have the chance to change
all this time while fighting with the addiction,i also improved myself a little but at a very slow pace
because i was โfightingโ it
but now itโs time to win the battle
the only thing thatโs stopping me from becoming a man
this is the last step
and i will write here everyday until itโs done
and for you guys out there,all i can say is donโt waste your fking life because the regret you will feel one day will be unbearable
you have just one,so you better make the most of it
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