𝙏𝙝𝙚 𝙍𝙞𝙨𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙊𝙣𝙚 𝘿𝙞𝙖𝙧𝙮

DARSHAN2017 · August 25, 2023, 12:21pm

What game are u planning to play as a reward?

Amitroghates · August 25, 2023, 2:59pm

I play subway surfer .

What game you play @The_Rising_One & @DARSHAN2017

The_Rising_One · August 25, 2023, 3:43pm

I play Pokemon @Amitroghates and @DARSHAN2017 .

Its one of those games that I have interest since childhood and have 0 triggers. Its also a strategy game tho. So I love it even more.

I used to love Subway Surfers a lot but I lost interest since these days , the game is more focused on pay to win than play to win making the game more of a grinding session than a form of relaxation.

DARSHAN2017 · August 25, 2023, 3:59pm

I stopped playing hames last year december
Now and then i get urge to play

The_Rising_One · August 27, 2023, 6:47pm

27 August

No Fap

Streak : 2 Days
Badge : Migrant

Habits

25 August

Study ( 4 hours )
Journalling
Watering Plants
Workout
Restricted Junk Food
Digital Usage Restriction
Hair Care

26 August

Study ( 0 hours )
Journalling
Watering Plants
Workout
Restricted Junk Food
Digital Usage Restriction
Hair Care

27 August

Study ( 0 hours )
Journalling
Watering Plants
Workout
Restricted Junk Food
Digital Usage Restriction
Hair Care

Journal

Ok I’ve not been updating for past 2 days. We were celebrating Onam which is one of the most important festivals in Kerala. Also a exams are over and there are some trips incoming . Did not relapse till now.

Will update from tomorrow. But as mentioned earlier , Since I have some trips incoming I might not update here ( I know no one cares about my update but its good for me to keep in track with studies and discipline ) till next weekend.

But despite the upcoming trips , I am studying GATE these days. Ive took advices from Strong one and Integrous One seriously. I am planning to study for 49 hours per week.

I am setting it as a weekly goal instead of daily one since there may be times when I should be focusing more on college work than GATE training. But at the end of the week. I should strike a constant balance between college work and GATE training.

I will post pics associated with Onam ( I know no one cares but atleast I will post it for my own happiness ) tomorrow.

Thanks in case someone had patience to read it all. But most importantly

Thank God

The_Rising_One · August 28, 2023, 9:55am

27 August

No Fap

Streak : 2 Days 21 hours
Badge : Migrant

Habits

Study ( 0 hours )
Journalling
Watering Plants
Workout
Restricted Junk Food
Digital Usage Restriction
Hair Care

Journal

I know I won’t be productive for a week. As mentioned earlier, getting myself involved in a lot of trips. But I promise I will try my level best to be productive when free.

PS : Looks like I can’t post pics associated with Onam here. Every pic I took is above 1 MB. Its quite difficult to crop every picture to reduce size lesser than 1 MB.

DARSHAN2017 · August 28, 2023, 10:59am

U know our streak are exactly the same except minutes differences

The_Rising_One · August 29, 2023, 3:42pm

29 August

No Fap

Streak : 4 Days 3 hours
Badge : Settler

Habits

Study ( 0 hours )
Journalling
Watering Plants
Workout
Restricted Junk Food
Digital Usage Restriction
Hair Care

Journal

I realized that not being discipline is ruining my life even if its because of extrinsic factors like festivals etc.

Even though I planned to start GATE . I admit I failed in that. Laziness is my honest excuse for this. Today Visited Temple and some guests came today . It was 4 PM after the above 2 events finished.

I was feeling bad about myself for not being Disciplined. The only source of intrinsic happiness is that my streak was going good with controllable urges. But then it happened. I saw some triggering content and got hooked there for 3 hours. But from Blessings from God , I didn’t MO. So not resetting my streak.

So my entire day was unproductive. Only a few more hours to mark the end of this day. Now I am planning to study GATE so that this day wouldn’t be useless piece of trash

Thank God

The_Rising_One · August 30, 2023, 3:17pm

30 August

No Fap

Streak : 5 Days 3 hours
Badge : Peasant

Habits

Study ( 2 hours )
Journalling
Watering Plants
Workout
Restricted Junk Food
Digital Usage Restriction
Hair Care

Journal

After my last update , I studied GATE for 2 hours. But again watched non pornographic triggering videos from 11 PM to 5 : 30 AM. Then again watched the same from 10 AM to 4 : 30 PM. So in short for the past 2 days , I watched 15 hours of non pornographic triggering videos. But despite that , I didnt MO.

I know that even though there is no P nor MO involved , It should be considered as a relapse because of unhealthy dopamine flooded in my brain. I also know one should not encourage this especially on a No fap Journey.

But still I am not considering this as a relapse , My past shows me that every time I accept relapse. I have a hard time coming back on track again. Every time I watch these kind of stuff , I generally say to myself that its equivalent to relapse from P and go for a No fap marathon. From this I am going against my own belief system for a greater good.

" Be not afraid of going against the conventional principles of your own belief system as long as it serves for a greater good "

-The Rising One

But I will not watch these kind of stuff again. Let this experience be a constant reminder to myself to not fall into this trap again.

Thalaivar shall rise

Thank God

Binocular · September 1, 2023, 7:53pm

Awesome images bro That place filled with trees brought a smile to my face.
I love nature
By the way, that last pic, it looks exactly like my high school

The_Rising_One · September 2, 2023, 2:32pm

2 September

No Fap

Streak : 8 Days 2 hours
Badge : Commoner

Habits

Study ( 0 hours )
Journalling
Watering Plants
Workout
Restricted Junk Food
Digital Usage Restriction
Hair Care

JOURNAL

I just want to make a confession that still I have a problem to stop the habit of watching triggering contents in YouTube.

Today morning was decently productive but I admit I made a mistake of watching triggering content from 10 AM to 5 : 30 PM. Still I didn’t MO. In a conventional sense it should be considered a relapse considering the amount of unhealthy dopamine I received is equivalent to the one I generally get watching P. But still I will not consider it as a relapse not because neither P nor MO involved but because if I allow myself to consider it as a relapse. My brain will take this opportunity to pull me back to my old habits.

After watching till 5 : 30 I realised how much impact it had on me both physically and mentally. During Saturday and Sunday , I have a habit of cycling 20 KM. Its quite a normal thing to me. But today , I experienced sudden breathlessness , uncontrollable heart rate and an urge to vomit at the same time. I was in the middle of the main road. I was forced to come back home.

Anyway these kinds of behaviour should not be tolerated. I am planning to set a timetable from now on keeping Ruben’s advice in mind. I thought of executing it earlier but didn’t. Anyway I will do this from now on. This is that advice

TIMETABLE

Night Slot

Slot	Activity	Status
8:15 - 9 : 15	Study
9 : 15 - 9 : 30	Rest
9:30 - 10 : 30	Study

CONCLUDING REMARKS

Hope I can do this actionable step on a daily basis.I know no one gonna read all this. In case anyone read this , take this . Helps keep Doctor away.

Thalaivar shall rise

THANK GOD

The_Rising_One · September 3, 2023, 4:26am

3 September

No Fap

Streak : 8 Days 16 hours
Badge : Commoner

Habits

Study ( 0 hours )
Journalling
Watering Plants
Workout
Restricted Junk Food
Digital Usage Restriction
Hair Care

TIMETABLE

Morning Slot

Slot	Activity	Status
10 -11	Study
11-11 : 30	Read Easy Peasy and update
11:30-12	Rest

Afternoon Slot

Slot	Activity	Status
12.45 -2	Study
2-2 : 30	Rest
2:30-4	Study

Evening Slot

Slot	Activity	Status
4:30 -5	Study
5 - 6 :15	Workout
6 : 15 - 7	Rest

Night Slot

Slot	Activity	Status
8 - 9	Study
9 - 9:20	Rest
9:20 - 10:30	Study

JOURNAL

Nothing much to add after my last update. Went to temple this morning. Had breakfast and planning to study. Some withdrawal symptoms like anger and irrigation are common these days. But I can control it.

Thalaivar shall rise

THANK GOD

Doncarlo · September 3, 2023, 7:34am

Thanks for I’ll come tomorrow for one more

Binocular · September 3, 2023, 8:30am

The_Rising_One · September 3, 2023, 10:53am

Lol , I shouldn’t have said that . I am out of and now I have to visit doctor today

The_Rising_One · September 6, 2023, 2:56pm

6 September

No Fap

Streak : 12 Days 3 hours
Badge : Freeman

Habits

4 September

Study ( 0 hours )
Journalling
Watering Plants
Workout
Restricted Junk Food
Digital Usage Restriction
Hair Care

5 September

Study ( 0 hours )
Journalling
Watering Plants
Workout
Restricted Junk Food
Digital Usage Restriction
Hair Care

Journal

I have not been updating here for almost 2 days now. And obviously as you can see my discipline was really screwed up. Well why ? Again because of my screwed up habit of watching triggering videos. I dont want to elaborate it further because its similar to what I have said in my previous entries. The timetable helped a lot initially but planning to to make the timetable a lot simpler. Simpler in the sense , I am planning to write it as a single timetable than dividing it into morning slots etc.

Also I am planning to update the timetable everytime , I complete a slot. So that’s it.

Thalaivar shall rise

THANK GOD

The_Rising_One · September 6, 2023, 5:08pm

6 September

No Fap

Streak : 12 Days 5 hours
Badge : Freeman

Habits

Study ( 0 hours )
Journalling
Watering Plants
Workout
Restricted Junk Food
Digital Usage Restriction
Hair Care

TIMETABLE

Slot	Activity	Status
9.45 AM - 11 AM	Study

JOURNAL

I am starting this journal early so that I can set up my timetable easily tomorrow morning. Nothing more to add other than the ones I said earlier. But I forgot to mention regarding the updates of the anime. So the updated name of the anime is " Chakra Chronicles : The Perception of Reality ". So this anime is divided to many " Perceptions " of a character. For eg , If there are characters with name Max and Min. Then you will have episode 1 of Max and a separate video showing Episode 1 of Min.

Why I am doing this is because after the completion of the plot , I realized there is a lot of things to be explained even in a single event.

Ive created a topic here so that we can discuss regarding this.

Thalaivar shall rise

THANK GOD

The_Rising_One · September 7, 2023, 11:57am

I am planning to take a long break from this forum. Its not because I relapsed or something. By blessings from God , streak is going well. I know that no one cares but still letting people know who respects my existence.

I might come here if I feel my decision is not right .

Binocular · September 7, 2023, 1:34pm

Dude of course we do. All the best man and comeback as soon as you find some free time. I hope you achieve what you are looking for.

The_Rising_One · September 9, 2023, 12:37pm

Just realised taking a break doesn’t make any difference. In fact I can improve my life if I am consistent here.

I am sure that if I get better in this ( No fap and Discipline ) no haters can stop me.

Thalaivar shall rise !