Yeah I understood that. I got the analogy.
Thereโs just a little confusion which I mentioned above. The story doesnโt feel complete.
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I am no writer but I am a keen reader.
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Amazing story. It sounds like a taoist parable. It seems like you have talent for short stories.
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@anon33800963 thanks brother, but I am still not satisfied enough with my current level and I am still trying to find more inspiration and also develop my current English level. Thanks again buddy 
Not gonna lie brother but u seriously need to take your spellings more seriously. You make lots of spelling mistakes. Just fix that and youโre all good.
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Playing more than 1 hour piano
Daily diary
Daily visualisation
Daily affirmation
Daily gratitude
Spending some timmevwith nature or outside the house
Today was a total procrastination day. My phone has taken my life from me and Iโm willing to take it back. My phone was always the reason why I relapse each and every time. Tho I can not blame the phone, itโs the owner that should be blamed for voluntarily letting it waste his precious time, knowing that this is wrong.
Tomorrow I wonโt use this shit only for good cause, not browsing YouTube videos or whatsoever.
Good night/day
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Prepare to be amazed:
From 10 hours screen time yesterday to 10 minutes, so what do you think? 
Yeah, it was a very productive day:
Enough Sleep
Healthy food
Enough water
Cold shower
Meditation
Daily visualisation
Daily affirmation
Daily gratitude
Daily Diary
5 prayers
Athkar
Lie down on the floor 3, 15 minutes each
Studying 8 hours
Family time
Cleaned my room
Brushed my teeth 3 times
Hair routine and perfume 3 times a day
So the habits were pretty much my day, I was so Motivated that I thought it was too easy 
for some reason but hey, I canโt judge from the beginning, Iโll see what will happen in the next upcoming days.
Thanks for reading
Good day / night
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Enough Sleep
Healthy food
Enough water
Cold shower
Meditation
Daily visualisation
Daily affirmation
Daily gratitude
Daily Diary
5 prayers
Athkar
Lie down on the floor 3, 15 minutes each
Studying 8 hours
Family time
Cleaned my room
Brushed my teeth 3 times
Hair routine and perfume 3 times a day
Preparing for tomorrow
1 hour piano
Exercice
Day 5 was rough for me, no motivation, no desire, just me battling urges and procrastination. You might be wondering how I did all those habits, I did them all Involuntarily by pushing myself and obliging my body and brain to do it
It was the longest day I ever experienced but I actually feel powerful and more confident now that I was able to be both productive and consistent. Did you hear that future me! You wonโt regret getting up from your bed, out of your dark room and start a good hobby, rather itโs exercice or Meditation.
Iโm glad I was able to express my feelings here. Thanks for reading
Good night / day
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You were not given phone by your parents 
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LoL!!
No brother, I just controlled myself and put my phone on detox all day
Now do you really think my parents will give me the phone at night?
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I have no idea. Just for fun
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A new journey
If you truly want it
And ready to plan for it
Fight for it
Consiste for it
If youโll gladly sweat for it
Work hard for it
Forget your fear and pain
Caused by your body and brain
And break your daily chains
It shall never be the same
No doubts or flatline
Could stop the harmony and rhyme
Of @Binocular the divine
Spirit of this time
For his soul and mind
can never deny
That he will always shine
A man who forgets about positivity
Loses his chastity
So letโ forget about this horror
And come back stronger!!!
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What are all i am trying to tell my mind are already written here
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Thanks for that @sat483 and also thank you for reminding that I have a diary here . Yeah brother, motivating others gives me motivation
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Keep doing it brother
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Todayโs update:
December 1st 
Itโs been a long time since I wrote here, and thanks to someone, Iโve been able to remember the reason why I created this diary.
Honestly, I donโt know what day it is, maybe 4 or 5, but I somehow survived it. The only thing that spoiled my motivation and negatively affected my mentality and behavior was edging.
I think we both agree that I donโt need a reminder about edgingโs dangerous side effects but itโs quite important to realize and understand the reason that led to this deviation from a path that had a solid beginning.
Today I realized the true meaning of the proverb: โSuccess is a mindsetโ
I always considered it wrong when I made a lot of assumptions about it such as procrastination as it constituted an obstacle to my goals and rewins the Mindset. But thatโs not fully true is it, that was the doubt that came to me today and what helped me realize it was this post
This post definitely opened my eyes to the missing thing that I had been looking for for months in my meditations and visualizations. The primary source of failure was not procrastination, but rather a weak, pickled mindset that causes procrastination in the first place.
Balanced and strong mindset is required to defeat doubts and laziness and a clear path with one straight line is the only road for true success for there is only one way for success, and thatโs one of the reasons why they say:
โSuccess is a mindsetโ
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