My body is really weird. I donβt know why but itβs weird. Whenever a day gets here the urges are bad, but after relapsing, my day gets only better without that on my mind.
I failed because I was really mad yesterday, it was such a bad day. I always use a game to relax and feel better I couldnβt use it because of that.
So I will try again and take that as am exeption.
Happy thanksgiving guys, and remember.
Even if you relapse. Always keep on trying. One day you will make it.
I pummel my body to my will
I deaden my members as my slave
I will be the one to control
I will be the one to conquer
I will be the one to decide my present
I will never let you take me
I will never let you Devour me
I will never let you destroy me
My will, my life, my being, my strength
My power of self control cannot be stopped
My will ! - never give up! My will ! never give in!
Day 3 NoFap
Day 21 NNN
I had a great time with the family but just know I was surfing the web and caught myself trying to edge. I almost saw failure but I stoped before making a terrible mistake. I donβt understand why I will be perfectly fine but then some days Iβll get the urges. Iβm still fighting but I was weak today.
Alright, itβs time for me to come up with serious goals for my life that Iβll work on from today onwards. Last night and the one before that I allowed tempting thoughts to linger in my mind. Just to get a bit of dopamine I looked at a picture of my crush (a person I am acquainted with in real life). Then I opened an incognito tab (one of those things associated with my addicted state) a which point I stopped myself and switched off my phone. All that was out of boredom. From now on I will be working on my goals, and there should be no time for idleness.
Slept on the floor
Wake up early (woke up at 5:30am)
Cold shower
Push ups x115 reps
Pull ups x10 reps
Hand stand 33 seconds
Affirmations
Meditation 7 chakras
Visualization
Dips x25 reps
Belly crunches x100 reps
@The_wild_perception you did your best thatβs what counts. Now come back stronger and do not get in a relapse cycle, keep your progress and youβll conquer all!
By the way DDD will start after 5 days, do you want to join?