INNER FIRE - THE SAIYAN PRINCE SPEAKS

"_ I’ve relapsed, and it’s time to confront my addiction once and for all. Setting the milestone as breaking my record wasn’t the right approach. I may have tried to justify it with exam stress, but deep down, I know it’s wrong. It was my responses and reactions that led to my downfall.
I often ask myself, “What makes it different this time? Will I succeed?” At the moment, I don’t have all the answers. It’s been a year filled with excuses and mere words. I’ve seen others join here, achieve their goals, and move on while I struggle to reach a month. Maybe I’m not fully prepared, or perhaps I haven’t taken this challenge seriously enough. I confess that I’ve shown weakness in the face of this addiction.
But admitting weakness doesn’t mean I’m without a plan B. I’m still a teenager, and I have the power to change the game. I have no choice if I want to become stronger. True strength lies in how you respond to moments of weakness, and it’s clear I need to eliminate this vulnerability. This time, there won’t be empty promises. It’s a battle against destiny.

_Hmph, a teenager huh? I’ve seen plenty of “teenagers” in my time, but very few possess the drive and determination to back up their words. If you truly want to become stronger, then you better be prepared to put in the work. It’s not just about power, it’s about training your mind and body to overcome any obstacle that stands in your way. So, tell me, what steps are you taking to eliminate this so-called vulnerability of yours? crosses arms

_ I don’t know, do you have some advices?

_ Hmph, I suppose I can offer some guidance, if you insist. First and foremost, you need to establish a rigorous training regimen. Push yourself to the limit, day in and day out. Only through relentless effort will you see any progress. Additionally, analyze your battles, identify your weaknesses, and address them head-on. Seek out strong opponents who can push you to your limits. Remember, the path to greatness is paved with countless challenges and sacrifices. Don’t expect it to be easy.

_ But I know all of that! Maybe the problem isn’t what I must do but how should I convince myself to do it.

_ Hah, convincing yourself, huh? That’s where the real battle lies, isn’t it? Look, training your body is one thing, but training your mind? That’s a whole different ball game. You need to tap into that inner fire, that burning desire to surpass your limits. Visualize your goals, envision yourself standing at the pinnacle of power. Let that image drive you, push you to go beyond what you thought was possible.

_ My inner fire?

_ Yes, your inner fire. That indomitable spirit that fuels your every move. It’s the unwavering determination to rise above your current limitations and become stronger. Picture it as a blazing inferno within you, consuming any doubts or insecurities. When you face challenges, let that fire ignite your passion and drive you forward. Believe in your own potential, and let that belief be the catalyst for your growth. Remember, true strength comes from within. Harness that inner fire, and you will become unstoppable.

_ But I’m afraid of Losing in the future

_ Hmph, fear of failure, is it? Well, let me remind you of something, raises an eyebrow failure is a necessary part of growth. It’s through defeat that we learn our greatest lessons and find the strength to overcome. Embrace the possibility of failure, for it is what separates the weak from the strong. Instead of letting fear consume you, channel it into determination. Use it as fuel to push yourself even harder, to be one step ahead of your opponents.

_ I never thought about it that way. Are you saying that mastering all, not just positive but also negative feelings is the key for power?

_ You catch on quickly. Indeed, mastering your emotions is crucial in harnessing true power. It’s not just about embracing the positive, but also understanding the negative. Every emotion has its purpose, its role in shaping who we are. By acknowledging and controlling even the darkest corners of your psyche, you unlock a level of self-awareness that few can comprehend. Emotions can be a double-edged sword, but when channeled properly, they become a source of untapped strength.

_ I understand now. If you have one last advice for me, what would it be?

_ Never be satisfied with where you are. Always strive for more, push your limits, surpass your own expectations. The pursuit of power is an unending journey, and complacency is the enemy of progress. Embrace the relentless pursuit of improvement, and you will reach heights you never thought possible. Remember, I, Vegeta, the Prince of all Saiyans, will settle for nothing less than being the strongest in the universe. Let that drive you. Let it consume you."

This was kind of a dialogue between me and myself actually I took my time to reflect about my relapse. After writing this I now know what to do.