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I am been addicted too mastrubation and porn habit from long time with this diary i want to create new journey and going to end this habit for sure with ongoing long streak.and with help of all my friends here.support me in this journey guys

Highest streak-11 days

No PMO

Peek|Edge=Relapse (I will reset my streak)

My sharing code-u0196x

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Day 1

Clean day :white_check_mark:
No peek :white_check_mark:
No edge :white_check_mark:
When u get urself busy in stuffsโ€ฆ Urges wonโ€™t bother uu this happend with me today i dont get a single urge beacause i was so busy todayโ€ฆdid lots of work.
Form tomorrow i am getting holidays.from my work so i need to be more alert tomorrow and i will.
Guard up all the time.

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Day 2

Clean day. :white_check_mark:

I wake up today at 8 am โ€ฆwhen i wake up i get a sudden urgeโ€ฆtoo peek my mind was telling me to dooo peek just a little just a littleโ€ฆi just hold that urges and i standup n i take bath with cold showerโ€ฆ:sweat_smile: that really kill the urge.and in rest of the day i didnโ€™t even get a single urgeโ€ฆwhat i learn is that i cut down my biggest trigger source that is Instagram i deleted it n i just check it up on browserโ€ฆlike today i only gave my maximum 10 min to Instagramโ€ฆ
And due to cutting off that trigger i felt no urges.
.only in morning i get a thaughts in mind
To peekโ€ฆNow only thing is that mindโ€ฆdue too lots on consumption of that stuffโ€ฆmind just recall it when urge hits and want us too peek and view it againโ€ฆthat the biggest trapโ€ฆif today i wouldnโ€™t make my mind stronger i would have felt to that trap.
It will require more time to remove all the shitsโ€ฆin my head that i consumedโ€ฆbeforeโ€ฆ

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Day 3 :white_check_mark:

Clean Day :white_check_mark:
Ahh i wake up earlyโ€ฆtodayโ€ฆ7 amโ€ฆstill better than my past routine.
Little day time napโ€ฆ
Ahh about urges,like 2 to 3 times i get mind thaughtsโ€ฆlike Fantasingโ€ฆin mind.moving its attention to different thing is soo difficultโ€ฆfor meโ€ฆtoo made .my mind swing from that i closed my eyesโ€ฆand โ€ฆi felt asleepโ€ฆ:joy::joy::person_facepalming:t2:
Hopefully that thoughts stoppedโ€ฆbut i ended up getting big nap. In day time.

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day 4 :white_check_mark:

Clean day :white_check_mark:
Wake up early :white_check_mark: 7 am
Day time napp :person_facepalming:t2::person_facepalming:t2::person_facepalming:t2:i take nap againโ€ฆ2 hrs
Not peeked not edgeโ€ฆjust getting thaughtsโ€ฆurgesโ€ฆi was busy whole day sooo not any urges .
I doono whii but i got so many pimples on my face.
Now that i am on day 4โ€ฆ I guess my body not used to no faf yetโ€ฆrelapsing daily โ€ฆand now making day 4 without doing that โ€ฆmy body reacts to that change.
Pimples are comingโ€ฆi dont have a singleโ€ฆbefore. But i got too muchโ€ฆin just a 1 day .
Is this happens? โ€ฆor happened to me donโ€™t knowโ€ฆ
But how should i Stop it from coming i have to find that .

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Day 5

Clean Dayโœ…
Wake upp at 8 amโ€ฆfrom tomorrow i will wake up at 7 amโ€ฆ:raised_hands:t2::raised_hands:t2:
Pretty busy dayโ€ฆ
Day time napโ€ฆ1 hr . again :sweat_smile::sweat_smile:
I hot few urgesโ€ฆtodayโ€ฆ
I am going to listen to easy peasy audiobook from tomorrow.
I am so glad that i uninstalled Instagramโ€ฆit really help โ€ฆthat u cut down my major triggerโ€ฆother triggers โ€ฆfor me โ€ฆr just thaughts in mind โ€ฆi am fading them awayโ€ฆand practiing to not come that thaughta againโ€ฆ
Happy 5th dayโ€ฆ
Nd one more thingโ€ฆt
I donno whyy but i am getting acneโ€ฆon my faceโ€ฆbut its all started from day 4 of no fafโ€ฆ
Its my first time achieving all day cleanโ€ฆin my before streaksโ€ฆi edged a lot.but as now i am doing full clean i am getting my whole face acneโ€ฆdue to harmonal chnages .its just not stopping from comingโ€ฆ
Planning to start workout a home workout from tomorrow.which will help meโ€ฆreduce some heat in my bodyโ€ฆ
Regardsโ€ฆ:raised_hands:t2:

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Bro itโ€™s just your mind tricking you, itโ€™s definitely not because of no fap, it might be the opposite infact.
You might have messed up your sleep, or had some dairy/fatty products which might have caused acne.

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Ahh i had some meat 3 day agoโ€ฆi guess that caused heat in my body.and its already summer seasonโ€ฆlots of heatโ€ฆmind really tricked me down.i thuaght nofaf causes itโ€ฆ :sweat_smile::sweat_smile:

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Yeah see :sweat_smile:. That happens. No fap is the best thing one can do, no doubts.

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For sure bro.

Day 6 :white_check_mark:

Clean day :white_check_mark:
Little thaughts
Less urges.

Day 7 :white_check_mark:

Finally a week in completed a clean 7 days.my highest ongoing clean streak.i had 11 days streak before but that wasโ€ฆ contained peek and edge.
โ€ฆwell today my face is all cleaned upppโ€ฆacne just vanish away.i just appliedโ€ฆaloe vera lotion n boom it gone actually that was not acneโ€ฆmy skin got red duee too dry skin due too heat โ€ฆ
Today sooo busy dayโ€ฆnot a single urge not a single thaught.
Clean dayโœ…

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Awesome bro :100:. Keep going. Glad to see you progressing.

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Thanks broโ€ฆ:raised_hands:t2::raised_hands:t2: There is no turning back nowโ€ฆ:smile::smile:

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Hey man Iโ€™m also in day 7 keep going hard bro :grin::call_me_hand::fire::fire::raised_hands:

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Yes โ€ฆbruhhโ€ฆ :raised_hands:t2::raised_hands:t2: you tooโ€ฆwe gonna do thisโ€ฆ :heart_eyes:

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heck yeah brother :muscle::sunglasses::+1:

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Day 8 :white_check_mark:

clean day :white_check_mark:

I get some urges in morning time .the rest of the day there are no urges.diverting my mind to usefull skilsโ€ฆ really helped meโ€ฆ staying busy is the key.
And about morning urges i got that due to accidental trigger on insta.
I uninstalled insta but due to my friendโ€™s bday i have install it too post his bday story .after i got triggered i uninstalled the app next sec.
My longest clean streak โ€ฆ:partying_face::partying_face: i can really feel more energy and better sleepโ€ฆand just enjoying not having the feeling we have when relapse happensโ€ฆi am glad i reach this long without opening screen (peeking) and edging.before when i was practising nofaf i had bad habbit of peeking and edging.as bro @SigmaGigachad told me that its is worst than relapse and i should stop doing that.but since i add the rule peek/edge= relapse as suggested by @Samaranjay It got resctricted to mind and stopping it from doing itโ€ฆi really donโ€™t get strong urgesโ€ฆthat i was getting before. This streak.
#donโ€™t let your guard down.
Thank you :raised_hands:t2::raised_hands:t2:

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Awesome bro :100:

Glad to know itโ€™s working.

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Day 9 :white_check_mark:

clean day :white_check_mark:.

9 day of noo pmo feeling good
But urges are getting intenseโ€ฆtoday i got strong urges im really enjoying to defeating them it feel soo good to kill themโ€ฆi have to doo something to stop sexual thaughts in my mindโ€ฆthat becoming hard too stop.
Really a cheap dopamine :joy: feeding my brain.
I have to stop thinking about thisโ€ฆ
Busy dayโ€ฆ
:raised_hands:t2::raised_hands:t2::raised_hands:t2:No turn backss nowโ€ฆ
#be_strong
#hardmode

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:joy::joy::100:.
Thoughts will come, that is not in your control, what you can do is just notice that a thought came, ignore that, take deep breaths, let it go and get back to the tasks that matter in the moment.

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Yes bro,sounds good i will sure try this this out.deep breaths really helps to concentrate the mind.:raised_hands:t2:

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