Day 1 no ■■■■ has been completed. No urges. I’m motivated to do well on my tests. I had an argument with my brother but I don’t care rn. I’m not letting that get me stressed out and in a relapse mindset. I did a workout but it wasn’t a hardcore workout. Just a couple of machine workouts, squats, and a 6m very fast bike ride. I’m feeling okay rn because the semester is almost done. It will be easy for me to be clean during vacation because I will be with family and I’m not gonna beat my meat in front of them. I ate reasonably healthy. I slipped up and watched YouTube for 20 minutes. But no relapse on ■■■■ so I’m good.
You can watch motivational video from youtube like how to control your urges,or nofap,90 days challenge.I suggest you this channel “Far from weak”. This channel motivated me so much
Diary day 2, did some studying today. Had STRONG urges but didn’t give in. My semester is almost over. I just gotta make it through and not lose control and fall back into old habits. I’m glad I’m a migrant now and not a prisoner lol.
Diary 3:
I think I did decent on the test. I have a few more upcoming. I am on day 3 of quitting ■■■■ and I am gonna have my streak always match the amount of pages in this diary. I ate a lot of food though. Exams make me super hungry. Watched YouTube an hour today and am not gonna repeat that mistake. Good luck to everyone else resisting urges during this stressful exam season. I’m a settler now, I love the badge system.
Diary 4: I made 4 days I’m excited to see what my next badge will be. I have a test tomorrow so I’m gonna try to remain strong. Here’s to 4 days and counting.
Day 5: got a test out of the way. I haven’t watched YouTube in 2 days. If I can do well on the final, I can pass the class. I have another final tomorrow night then I will have 5 uninterrupted days of studying left. I can’t wait to be done. Lastly, I’ve reached peasant today.
Day 8: I forgot to write in here because finals but day 8 achieved, now I’m a commoner.
Day 9: not much studying done today but I will change that tomorrow. Closing in on day 10, I’m excited for my rank.
Day 12: freeman. Got a test tomorrow but not scared. I am scared about Tuesday’s test.
Man don’t be scared. When my exams were going on, because of these unnecessary feelings, I left some marks out there and almost failed one subject.
Just prepare well and have a calm mind and take atleast 5-6 hrs sleep one night before exam.
Yeah, I’m gonna sleep 8 hrs. Not let the stress get to me. Thanks for the advice.
Day 13, keeping it going.
Day 14: exam didn’t go well but no relapse.
Will you score the passing marks?
Idk, maybe I’m waiting for my grade.
Diary 15: swordsman I like this rank.
Diary 16: I got a’s in my other classes and I look like I might have a chance of passing the class. I feel glad the semester is over.
yo! spiddy Dont gie up man and never ever peak n edge be consistent. goodluck
Day 17: hung out with friends and later family. Today was a good day.
Day 18: today was okay.