Hello, my name is Mohammad Nadeem(A Introvert guy) and I’m 21 years old. I’ve been addicted to ■■■■ for the past ten years. I’ve gained control of myself in the last two months after ■■■■ literally devastated my body.
Now I genuinely want to kick this habit and live a life without seeing this nonsense every day.
Here, I will discuss my past experiences and troubles as a result of ■■■■ so that others can avoid this addiction as well.
I’m going through a very hard time, I think I’m in control, but when I relapse after a good streak, I relapse numerous times. In addition, the entire environment surrounding me is not favorable. My day was spent looking around Instagram, daydreaming about the future.
I genuinely wanted to stop scrolling Instagram reels and watching movies, but after a day (not even 24hours), I was back to my old behaviors. Please share any insights you have with me.
Well, I wanted to start a business; I’m not interested in a job, but for a business, I need to generate some capital, so I’m taking freelancing classes and trading in the stock market.
I read books to give my mind thinking ability to generate a business idea, but I am inconsistent in all of my endeavors. I was a fairly average student in school, but my grades in college have also dropped after Covid.
Since I haven’t finished my degree so I can’t find a job that pays well, I’m taking classes on freelancing and I don’t have any buddies.
Everyone splits up after school, and I haven’t made any new friends at college.
I don’t need anyone to help me overcome this corn addiction; I started this addiction on my own and I will finish it on my own.
I have no buddies with whom to go for walks or conversations ( no worries).
360 days without this shit corn should be sufficient to get past this, in my opinion.
I used to have a friend best friend since nursery but in 11th standard bro got a girl and he ignores me like I never existed. And one of the reason I’m introvert because in my school life I was body shamed because I’m a skinny guy ( but I got best beard in all boys ) i gained some weights through gym but I got shoulder injury which is yet to be treated ( gonna cost INR 80000-150000) my parents knew I got shoulder injury but they thinks injury is not that serious so that’s why I’m trying to earn and get my shoulder surgery done in this year