To My Future Self - An Introvert's Diary

Hello, my name is Mohammad Nadeem(A Introvert guy) and I’m 21 years old. I’ve been addicted to ■■■■ for the past ten years. I’ve gained control of myself in the last two months after ■■■■ literally devastated my body.
Now I genuinely want to kick this habit and live a life without seeing this nonsense every day.

Here, I will discuss my past experiences and troubles as a result of ■■■■ so that others can avoid this addiction as well.

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All the best @Nadeem :v:

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I’m going through a very hard time, I think I’m in control, but when I relapse after a good streak, I relapse numerous times. In addition, the entire environment surrounding me is not favorable. My day was spent looking around Instagram, daydreaming about the future.
I genuinely wanted to stop scrolling Instagram reels and watching movies, but after a day (not even 24hours), I was back to my old behaviors. Please share any insights you have with me.

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You are 21, what are you working on, your ambitions?

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Well, I wanted to start a business; I’m not interested in a job, but for a business, I need to generate some capital, so I’m taking freelancing classes and trading in the stock market.
I read books to give my mind thinking ability to generate a business idea, but I am inconsistent in all of my endeavors. I was a fairly average student in school, but my grades in college have also dropped after Covid.

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Well, I find a major flaw. U need money to start business, and for that at least get a decent job.

I think u already have your family to sustain you, so put the amount earned from job to start your business.

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Do you have a friend group btw?

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Since I haven’t finished my degree so I can’t find a job that pays well, I’m taking classes on freelancing and I don’t have any buddies.
Everyone splits up after school, and I haven’t made any new friends at college.

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I don’t need anyone to help me overcome this corn addiction; I started this addiction on my own and I will finish it on my own.
I have no buddies with whom to go for walks or conversations ( no worries).

360 days without this shit corn should be sufficient to get past this, in my opinion.

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What degree are you pursuing?

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Hello brothers How r you ???

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BBA ( Bachelor of Business Administration)

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I’m alright. How about you?

Same same. Which year?

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I wasted a year at Central Universities and did not pass the interview for selection.
Just entered in my 2nd year

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I don’t usually make resolutions for the new year, but this year I wanted to accomplish a few goals.

  1. Daily salah consistently
  2. To fully overcome my addiction to pornograph
  3. To become a profitable trader
  4. Get my shoulder fixed

I’ll return to this post at the end of 2024.

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Back to zero, it looks simple, but it is the most difficult to break free from an addiction to which you have been addicted for the past ten years.

Day0/360

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By 2024, I shouldn’t be in my current situation from 2023.

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I used to have a friend best friend since nursery but in 11th standard bro got a girl and he ignores me like I never existed. And one of the reason I’m introvert because in my school life I was body shamed because I’m a skinny guy ( but I got best beard in all boys ) i gained some weights through gym but I got shoulder injury which is yet to be treated ( gonna cost INR 80000-150000) my parents knew I got shoulder injury but they thinks injury is not that serious so that’s why I’m trying to earn and get my shoulder surgery done in this year

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Oh I wish you a speedy recovery bro. Be careful while exercising next time. Never go too far with your training.

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