The Vortex Success

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@TheSeeker

So I tried porn blockers. But they dont block Google images. I relapsed to many reasons.

However, when I relapse is important. In the morning after waking up I immediately have sexual thoughts and go straight to my cell phone.

I then relapse.

Now for methods. I don’t have any.

I have been doing things this way for almost 3 years. I started this addiction when February 2020 and started Porn in April 2020.

I live with my parents but in the mornings I’m usually alone as mu Mom takes my Dad to medical appointments Mon through Friday.

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Maybe if you could make it so that you don’t have to get to your phone first thing in the morning, that would help. For example, if you could store it in another room

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My brother, why are you making it look like it is impossible to stop masturbation, what is wrong with you, you are acting like a weak man, who can not take decision.

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Feeling success

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I relapsed. So close to 3 days.

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Streak at 2 days 3 hours.

Having a crazy crave for PMO. Trying to stay strong.

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I am here to tell you that it is just an illusion, just touch yourself, get out of the bed, just move out, or go take a cold shower, or you do some sit up or press up.

Don’t disappoint me

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Its 6 19 pm right now

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Hey, you can do this! Remember, the more you fight, the tougher it gets. But I’m here to assure you it’s 100 percent worth the fight. The feeling of victory is priceless. I’m on day 17 after three 5 day streaks.

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I have yet to reach a week. Never made a week before.

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Do you have any close friends? Have you ever confided in them on this? Maybe you’re introverted like me. :woozy_face: Step out. Force yourself beyond the comfort zone. Time alone is often dangerous. Maybe you could even find a friend to lay down some money with. I’m currently on a $200 dare with a friend. Scares the life out of me. :scream:
Just some ideas!:grin: Wishing the best and praying for you.

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No close friends.

My life is complicated. Up till now my parents made my decisions and now I am unemployed because of them.

I have always lived with them and never have tbe opportunity to move out. We are 50 miles from most population.

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And maybe you feel like you don’t really have a life? Feel rejected?

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Maybe this is your call to step out and get a life.I can identify with people who feel worthless and lifeless. I used to struggle with depression. Came close to suicide. By the mercy of God I pulled out of that and have changed a lot since then.

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I just relapsed. 11 hours after your message. I held on that long.

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Yes. This is very true and one of the causes behind why I started.

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Try again, it is not the end

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Don’t give up now. Try again. I’ve been there.

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I hate myself right now. I relapsed. Yet, no porn was involved. It didn’t last very long.

I try and fail. I have complained too much and need to stop complaining.

Masterbation is difficult to stop. My brain has been programming to masterbate when my body can do so.

Thoughts of lust are always there. It never ends. I make it seem impossible because for me I see weakness and have no motivation and no will power.

I wish I could forget this whole thing. Because i now believe that the way to my success is to make myself forget what masterbation is. Then perhaps I will succeed.

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I am at 2 days 19 hours and moving forward.

Follow me here for updates on my personal success.

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