I am starting The Practice of Brahmacharya from tomorrow.
Not because I am perfect, but because I am tired of living unconsciously.
I have failed before, and I may fail again—but this time, I will not stop observing myself.
This journal is my commitment to awareness, discipline, and truth.
These are all the 10 daily actions that I will start doing from Tommorow. These are the like shields that will protect me from lust, anger and greed.
Daily Discipline
Wake up at 3:00 AM Bath Pranayam Meditation Yogasana Practice Sandhya Pooja Study of Spiritual Texts Digital Discipline Walk / Sports / Exercise Sleep by 9:00 PM
3 am is good because I can do all the activities till yoga practice in this timeframe. Yeah, I will try. I know It will not be a perfect start. But this is my ideal routine. No matter what I will try to stick to this ritual. I have a habit of changing routine every 2 weeks, but this time I will stick to it for a year.
From today i am starting this pious journey, i am very tired of my hypocrite mind, it just deceives me all the time. i talk very intelligent and big things, but my action does not match my words. my mind is hypocrite. It take control over me. what should i do. i don’t know.
And then comes this guilt and shame, i don’t want to meet people, i don’t want to go outside.
i feel like i have done a huge crime.
But anyways, time will heal everything. I will not brag about my routine here. Just post about how i am feeling. I have quit all other forms of social media. This is the only community i am using.