10 days done, 20 more to go.
Day 11
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Mon, 11 Nov 2024: Day 11
NNN day 10 check-in
Last night the waves of temptation were too high for comfort and sailing was rough. I considered MO at some point very briefly and also seriously considered that peeking won’t be so bad (i.e. watching something on YouTube or TikTok). Thankfully I didn’t go through with it, but it was also too much of a close call. I still have the residue of those thoughts and I need to fight them today by keeping focussed on my purpose.
NNN day 10 and day 11.
I’ve been suffering from common cold with fever for the last two days. Lying in the bed all the day with moderate headache and runny nose. In these times, men become most vulnerable to disturbing and tempting thoughts. Doing nothing occupies your head with temptations. I faced that temptation today. Was just starting to peek, at that exact time, something inside my mind started saying, you’re gonna fail this, this is the first and last time of NNN, just do it once. Just at that moment, i thought, enough of this; I must shut this phone off now. We need to stop this urges for only 19 days, our mind will mostly be habituated to resist urges after that. To the victory people!
Relapsed on day 10
NNN Day 11 Check in
Day 11 completed. Marching towards Day 12.
Day 11 Completed 11/11/2024
2024-11-11T18:30:00Z WAS CONQUERED
We are approaching the half-mark warriors. Stay strong.
If you have maintained complete self-control, keep it up. Stay strong.
If you have peeked, peek no more. Stay strong.
If you have relapsed, get back up. Stay strong.
It’s not about how you start. It’s about how you finish. The middle of the journey is bad for everyone, don’t expect your case to be any diffirent.
Hard times create strong men.
Thank you for this bro, I was mentally going off-track, feeling pessimistic and needed such a reminder as you have given.
DAY 11 Completed
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Being on the verge of a relapse elicits similar (but to a lesser degree) feelings of shame and self-loathing as an actual relapse. That’s what I’ve felt in the past few days after nights when I have entertained p****graphic thoughts out of boredom. So, from today I don’t want to even think about peeking or doing anything to sabotage my progress (I have an 81 day streak and want to get to at least 1 year this time). I believe I can if I sacrifice every material desire that leads me back to PMO. Let’s keep fighting bros.