Hello i was on 209 days,relapsed,kept on binging,sick of this.
So if i fap,or watch adult content,or indulge in gaming,even if i did not study even for a single day,for 40 days,i will give 2000 rupees to random stranger…
I am gonna check in every day at 9:00 pm IST.
If i fail i only have 500 rupees to spend for a month,i am not gonna ask for money from my parents if i fail…
And yes,i will upload a video of giving away that money if i fail on yt and post that link here…
Ohh boy this is gonna be fun and hard,but i am gonna win…
I am writing this when i am at post nut clarity,idk what i’ve gotten myself into,but this should work…
I’ll check in everyday at 9 pm ist.
Sorry @PikaPoke34 for nuisance . Best of luck for your new method.
But what I’d suggest is spend some time alone, away from devices and all to think about what you did differently to get to those 209 clean days. Really think about it, meditate on it, journal on it. You already know the way deep within and it’s definitely not giving away your money. That’s not how you get rid of an addictive behavior, you have to learn about the addiction, focus on the root causes of it and work on eliminating them. It might take some time to get back on track completely but do think about what I said .
And I am not making things up here, I am saying this because I was in same condition as you last year after I broke a 134 days streak.
Hey man thanks for really looking out for me,appreciate that.
Seriously,the world needs more people like you who lift others up…
And yeahh these people expect me to lose,but i am gonna try my best…Thank you.