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@Tagore and @TheFinalFrontier according to the book think and grow rich by napoleon hills, sex transmutation is counted in the 11 steps to success

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Yeah, he is the one who brought up this conversation about sexual transmutation. He had talked deeply about it in that book by even giving examples of it. Shakespeare was one among them, I remember.

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God Tagore ! That would be the height of motivation. If I achieve what I promised in 2023.

But I will keep posting on the group once a day . Once a day is fine as long as I don’t engage too much.

But today, I had this thought of approaching women again. I dismissed it. I don’t want to be the guy who chases women. I want to be the guy women chase. I want to be the real man. And women shouldn’t matter to me.

This is a transition phase is me. It is hard for me to convince myself of not approaching women. But I will sacrifice the feminine energy till 2023. I won’t chase people. But be in my own world and build my own world where awesome and great people are naturally attracted to me and come to my life.

I WILL BE THE KIND OF PERSON I WANT TO ATTRACT.
I WANT TO BE AT THE TOP.

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###KUTTA_FOCUS_MODE.
COULD HAVE DONE BETTER TODAY FOR SURE
Day 0 KUTTAFOCUS (I used Youtube today ! So I will start again. )
DAY 75 NOFAP
DAY 0 NOYOUTUBE
DAY 0 NOBROWSE
DAY 5 NOBULLSHITRHYTHM
DAY 0 LIMITEDWHATSAPP
DAY 1 NOWOMAN (NO WOMAN MEANS NO THOUGHTS OF WOMEN)
DAY 6 NOMUSIC

WORK : 20/40 (Work 8 hours 15/20+ Top 3 Tasks 5/10 + Education 0/10)
SIDEHUSTLE : 10/40 (All tasks : 10/20+ Planning+daily action 0/20)
WORKOUT : 5/10 (Workout 1.5 hours 5/5 + Calorie count /3+ Calories > 2500 /2)
SOCIAL : 7/10 (Language 1 hour 5/5 + Connecting with 1 coworker a day / friend 2/2 + Cold Approach /3)
35/100

REWARD AFTER 21 DAYS : 2 DAYS COLD APPROACH WOMEN + CRAZY SOCIAL

COMMITMENTS :

  • If I FAP/ PMO, I POST MY REAL PICTURE ON THIS GROUP AND POST ON LINKEDIN
  • IF I DO NOT WAKE UP AT 5 AM, I OFFER TO GIVE A STRANGER A BLOWJOB AND TRY TO OPEN HIS PANTS. (This is the height of embarrasement. )

Only pleasure is audiobook + Reward every day at the end of the day.
REWARDOFTHEDAY : Fucking dont deserve the reward !!

AFFIRMATION :
BHENCHOD !!!
I HATE PORN. I HATE PORN. I HATE PORN.
I HATE MASTURBATION. I HATE MASTURBATION. I HATE MASTURBATION.
I HATE SELF ORGASMS. I HATE SELF ORGASMS. I HATE SELF ORGASMS.
I RESPECT MYSELF. I RESPECT MYSELF. I RESPECT MYSELF.
I VALUE MY SEED. I VALUE MY SEED. I VALUE MY SEED.
I AM A REAL MAN. I AM A REAL MAN. I AM A REAL MAN.
REAL MEN DONT CHASE. REAL MEN DONT CHASE. REAL MEN DONT CHASE.
REAL MEN DONT CHASE.
REAL MEN DONT CHASE.
REAL MEN DONT CHASE.
REAL MEN DONT CHASE.
REAL MEN DONT CHASE.
REAL MEN DONT CHASE.
YES !!!1
I AM A REAL HIGH VALUE MAN. WOMEN CHASE ME. I DO NOT CHASE WOMEN.
EVERY SINGLE ATOM OF MY SEED IS TARGETTED TOWARDS MY UNIQUE MISSION
IN LIFE.
MY MISSION TO CREATE SUCH AN ENVIRONMENT THAT ALL THE BEST PEOPLE IN
THE WORLD WOULD WANT TO BE A PART OF THE ENVIRONMENT.

Guys I have big goals. That scare me. But I believe with the attitude htat I have and the habits that I have I wont be able to achieve anything. And I cannot blame anyone to be honest.
AFTER PORN, SOCIAL MEDIA IS MY BIGGEST DISTRACTION AND AFTER SOCIAL MEDIA WOMEN ARE A DISTRACTION.
I WANT TO REACH A PLACE WHERE I AM SO FOCUSSED PEOPLE DONT BELIEVE THAT I AM HUMAN. A SUPER HUMAN PRODUCTIVITY IS REQUIRED.
I AM NOT THERE YET. BUT I WILL REACH IT.
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#KUTTA_FOCUS_MODE:REACTIVATED
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Bro where are you from???

I am from Mars…

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:man_facepalming:really though, are you arabian, European, asian, African…ext…

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Seriously. That Elon Musk guy is really trying hard to get you guys up here. STAY AWAY please.

You dirty little earthlings cannot even control your own sexuality. You are going to pollute the soil of our sacred Mars. Yes I am in a porn addiction rehabilition in Mars. I am addicted to human porn. You guys have made some fucked up stuff guys. You are spreading this porn virus to other planets two. My aunt from Jupyter is hooked on watching some human named Johny Sins. This is all she does.

Seriously, earthlings stop making this fucked up shit. You are not alone in the universe. There are other planets and galaxies using this internet thing that you developed too. While of course, we have a more powerful network than you and we vibrate a different frequency which is incapable of human perception, which is why you haven’t found us yet. But our network is made for the advancement of our planet father Mars. Not for ruining our people’s minds by exploiting their sexuality. Mother Earth and Father Mars were married years ago with the agreement of Priest the holy Sun. But clearly this relationship won’t work out. Earth is a needy desperate woman and Mars is an unavailable Father. Earth is a bitch and has affairs with other plants as well. She is always exploring. Finding ways where her children- the fucking earthlings - can stay because their children cannot stop having sex and multiplying. These children are fucking hungry to. Earth wants to spread its children everywhere and looks for planets with possibilities of settlement. She hooked up with Jupyter and Saturn. Now, Jupyter and Saturn are “bright” people. They don’t really care about that bitch Earth. So now she is coming to Mars. Father Mars is a pussy lover. He did fuck mother Earth once. Mother Earth :earth_americas: the babe that she is with all the mountains and valleys and waters flowing down those mountains (Sexual symbolism here) seduced father Mars and broke his Brahmacharya. Father Mars was a celibate before he met that bitch Earth. Now centuries later, the children of the earth. People like you. The human fucking beings are here trying to win our the father and take his heritage and property. You fucking earthlings would never be given our father’s property. Not even his love. Stay away from us Martians. We Martians are the pure children of Mars and the holy mother Mercury. Now Mercury was a lady nobody messed with. She was close to the lord The Sun. And Mars being a Brahmachari stole the heart of Mercury. Mercury fell in love with him. But then earth stole his virginity. Your mother Earth is a bitch earthlings. She seduced him and once tasted the pleasure of lusty Mars could not control himself. He then fucked Venus as well because Venus was a whore herself. These bitches Venus and Earth and since then between Mercury and Mars. Mercury and Mars are the real couple. If anyone deserves to inherit the Martian land, it is the Mercurials. Except that there are no Mercurians. Mercury, our true mother as holy and lovely as she was was infertile. And so you earthlings are trying to make use of the available opportunity. Guess what ! You won’t get shit. STAY AWAY FROM US Earthlings. Learn to control your sexuality and reduce your overpopulation to solve your problem. Or ask your mother to fuck Pluto. Although I don’t think he would allow a bitch like you to inhabit his territory. He comes off as a bit cold.

Guys fuck it. No. No. No. I am distracted again wasting time on bullshit and YouTube. And even started searching for nasty shit. Damn. Shut it off. I wasted time again. What if I wasn’t distracted ? I could achieve so much. I need to stop distractions fully. I am getting distracted a lot by everything. And yes women are a huge fucking distraction.

SHit guys. Shit. I am binging. Youtube is not trustworthy guys. My mind is not trustworthy… SHit. Shit shit. No I WONT DO IT.

NO ! NO ! NO !

Relax. Take a deep breath. No ! You are not someone who faps. No. Stop these naked photos. Stop. yes. Not allowed. No. Stop touching yourself. Enough ! Enough ! Enough ! No I said stop it.

Something like this was happening for the last hour or so. I need to stop wasting my time resisting myself. The truth is that these things , these distractions are extremely seductive but life damaging at the same time. You cannot get pleasure without pain even a little bit means pain.

ANYWAY ! Wasted my day so far. Now gotta make the most of the day. I wont post in the evening now.

Day 0 KUTTAFOCUS (I used Youtube today ! So I will start again. )
DAY 76 NOFAP
DAY 0 NOYOUTUBE
DAY 0 NOBROWSE
DAY 5 NOBULLSHITRHYTHM
DAY 0 LIMITEDWHATSAPP
DAY 0 NOWOMAN (NO WOMAN MEANS NO THOUGHTS OF WOMEN)
DAY 6 NOMUSIC
DAY 0 NOEDGING

WORK : 0/40 (Work 8 hours 15/20+ Top 3 Tasks 5/10 + Education 0/10)
SIDEHUSTLE : 0/40 (All tasks : 10/20+ Planning+daily action 0/20)
WORKOUT : 0/10 (Workout 1.5 hours 5/5 + Calorie count /3+ Calories > 2500 /2)
SOCIAL : 0/10 (Language 1 hour 5/5 + Connecting with 1 coworker a day / friend 2/2 + Cold Approach /3)
35/100

COMMITMENTS :

  • If I FAP/ PMO, I POST MY REAL PICTURE ON THIS GROUP AND POST ON LINKEDIN
  • IF I DO NOT WAKE UP AT 5 AM, I OFFER TO GIVE A STRANGER A BLOWJOB AND TRY TO OPEN HIS PANTS. (This is the height of embarrasement. )

Only pleasure is audiobook + Reward every day at the end of the day.
REWARDOFTHEDAY : Fucking dont deserve the reward

NO WAY GUYS !! MY SCORE FOR TODAY WILL BE ZERO BECAUSE I BINGED !!!

I QUIT GUYS ??? I WILL POST MY PIC IF YOU WANT TO SEE ME DEAD.
GUYS I HAVE TO BE HONEST WITH YOU NOW.

I GOT INFLUENCED BY A YOUTUBE VIDEO SAYING THAT YOU SHOULD LEARN TO PRESERVE SEMEN AND MASTURBATION IS NOT THAT BIG OF A PROBLEM.

SO AS AS EXCUSE TO LEARN “ORGASM WITHOUT EJACULATION” I HAVE STROKED MY DICK FOR HOURS TODAY WITHOUT EJACULATING FULLY. I REALIZED THAT EVERYTHING EXCEPT NOFAP IS BULLSHIT. THE IDEA OF ORGASM WITHOUT EJACULATION IS AWESOME. BECSUSE YOU GET THE BEST OF BOTH WORLDS. SEMEN POWER REMAINS RETAINED. AND YOU EXPERIENCE IMMENSE PLEASURE AS WELL. WHEN DOING IT WITH A PARTNER IT PROBABLY HELPS BUILD A BETTER BOND.

BUT THE VIDEO SAID THAT YOU SHOULD LEARN TO OWN YOUR BODY FIRST. AND PRACTISE DAILY WITH YOUR BODY FIRST BEFORE MASTERING IT TO USE OIT WITH A PARTNER. THIS IS A POWERFUL IDEA. I WAS SOLD.

I WAS GOING TO WRITE ON THE GROUP TO CANCEL ALL MY COMMITMENTS SO FAR. EVERYTHING I PROMISED. AND DEDICATE MY FREE TIME TO MASTEERING THE ART OF ORGASM WITHOUT EJACULATION. THIS IS POWERFUL, I THOUGHT. NOFAP IS RUDIMENTARY TO SAY THE LEAST. I WAS SOLD. BUT I THOUGHT BEFORE QUITTING NOFAP, I SHOULD TRY IT FOR TODAY AND SEE IF IT ACTUALLY MAKES SENSE. AFTER ALL NOFAP HAS BEEN GREAT TO ME AND TO QUIT IT FOR MORE PLEASURE MIGHT NOT BE THE BEST IDEA. SO I DECIDED TO TOUCH MYSELF TILL PEAK AND STOP. I LIKED IT. I LIEKD THE DOPAMINE.
I DID IT FOR HOURS ON REPEAT. I BINGED FOR HOURS TODAY. SHAKING MY DICK, EVEN WATCHING PORN AND STOPPING JUST BEFORE CUMMING. I LASTED FOR HOURS DOING THIS TODAY. I THOUGHT I HAD FIGURED IT OUT AND NOFAP WAS FOR KIDS.

I WATCHED PORN TODAY GUYS. AND I WATCHED IT HARD. I SHOOK MY DICK A MILLION TIMES TODAY.

TECHNICALLY I ALREADY RELAPSED SO SHOULD BE SHARING MY REAL PICTURE HERE AND ON LINKEDIN.

BUT THAT WOULD MEAN THAT I DIE GUYS. I DONT WANT TO DIE.

I NEED TO REQUEST YOU GUYS FOR FORGIVENESS.
FORGIVENESS FOR MAKING FALSE CLAIMS. PLEASE GUYS. I HAD THE THOUGHT OF QUITTING THR GROUP ALTOGETHER. BUT I HAVE A BOND WITH YOU GUYS AND YOU MEAN SOMETHING TO ME. AND I DONT WANT TO BE THE LOSER WHO WAS NOT A MAN OF HIS WORDS.

BUT I DONT WANT TO DIE GUYS. I WANT TO LIVE AND CONTRIBUTE.

YES I MADE A MISTAKE. YES MAYBE ORGASM WITHOUT EJACULATION IS A THING. IT IS CALLED EDGING AND IT KEEPS YOU ON DOPAMINE HIGH FOR HOURS. PEOPLE DO IT FOR TANTRIC SEX AS WELL. THE WHOLE POINT IS TO PRESERVE THE SEMEN. BUT IS THIS WHAT I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE ?

JUST HAVE SEX ALL THE TIME. EVEN THOUGH I MUGHT PRESERVE MY SEED.

GUYS, I HAVE WASTED HOURS OR SHOULD I SAY THE WHOLE DAY TODAY. GOT NOTHING DONE AT ALL.

AND I REALIZED THAT THIS ORGASM WITHOUT EJACULATION IS A HOAX. IT IS A WAY TO SEEK PLEASURE. ALL THE TIME. I DID IT THE WHOLE DAY. IF I CHOOSE THIS LIFESTYLE, WHY WOULD I WANT TO DO ANYTHING ELSE ? THIS IS THE ULTIMATE PLEASURE, RIGHT ? AND I KEEP MY SEED.

BUT IT IS THE ULTIMATE ADDICTION AS WELL. AND I HAVE DECIDED TO GO FULL CELIBATE GUYS.

PLEASE FORGIVE ME FOR THIS SETBACK. I WANT TO CONTINUE MY STREAK AND COME EVEN STRONGER. I PROMISE GUYS. THIS TIME NO WOMEN EVEN. NO DISTRACTIONS. I WILL GIVE MY BEST.
I WANT TO LIVE. PLEASE FORGIVE ME. :sailboat:

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I WANT TO START A NEW JOURNEY. AND THIS TIME I WANT TO TAKE THINGS TO A HIGHER LEVEL. LIVING LIKE A TRUE BRAHMACHARI. PLEASE FORGIVE ME GUYS…jdndndjsjsjsjdjchdjdkxkdjjdj

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Bro, it happens, we all failed. Failure is required to grow and learn in life. But you shouldn’t repeat it. The difference between people who become great and the people who become mediocre is that great men realise their mistake early and will not repeat it. They get into ‘suffering to grow’ mindset and will give everything they’ve got to succeed!

Firstly I congratulate you for reaching this far man. The determination and power you showed in these days to reach here was exceptional. We all respect you for that. Now the time has come to get into real warrior mindset and GIVE 100%
This time Iam not talking to motivate you, Iam talking very seriously to help you as a friend who really cares. Think, analyse where you went wrong. Then make 100% COMMITMENT. Write on your vision board today itself this👇
I’LL CHOOSE DEATH BEFORE I KNEEL DOWN TO INSTANT GRATIFICATION!
Write this in capital and big letters. Bro you are 27 now, this is your prime age, after 10 years your energy won’t be the same as this, if you don’t work out and give your 100% to lift yourself up. Think, really take everything seriously. Don’t talk much, lets talk through actions now.
Iam planning to go into US NAVY SEAL HELL WEAK BEASTMODE CHALLENGE for the next 3 weeks. I too used p- subs for hours yesterday and now Iam getting very strong urges. The only option me, you and all of us have is SUFFER THE PAIN, GO THROUGH IT, A STRIVE LIKE A REAL MAN.
Hard work can make anything happen! Now, Iam following many of the teachings of the toughest man in this world DAVID GOGGINS. @anon72572146 introduced to me about this beast.
Don’t feel down, there is a strong beast you. I strongly believe you. You can!!! Now review your diary, don’t go binging again, it’ll destroy all the progress you’ve made till now, don’t make the mistake I made. Lets push our limits and launch our final battle now, Iam on my final battle, if I fail this time I won’t come back to this forum!!!
Bro, I believe you don’t need to use YouTube, quit everything that gives instant gratification, forget fight or flight reaction by our brain and
Get into FIGHT, FIGHT, FIGHT Mode. Now lets seriously take actions and go forward

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Bro but you made a CONSCIOUS PROMISE, A MANS PROMISE NOW NEXT TIME YOU MIGHT JUST SAY I ASK FOR FORGIVENESS AGAIN BUT IF YOU FEEL YOU CAN MAKE IT AGAIN DO IT IT’S YOUR CHOICE.
Honestly if posting the picture will damage your future dreams don’t post it if you can make it regardless post it.

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Man. It will ruin everything.

I will be devastated.

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Tagore man. Thanks for understanding. I don’t know how I fell back. I was just watching random YouTube videos and then things got intense.

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Then don’t do it bro…simple, but this time you’ve got to make it…

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I have the urges now. The chaser effect is coming after me guys and the thoughts of doing it once more today as I RELAPSED are already forcing me to do it. But I am done now.

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I won’t give in again.