As Saawan has started, and I decided to get a rebirth. Hence dropping this challenge.
May Mahadev bless us with the power to fight this demon and vanish these lustful thoughts from our minds and take away all the Tamas as he is known for.
i just chanted after a very very very long time after having a fight with gf for not doing dharm
and understanding the reason
though the reason which she gave me is selfish
but that was enough to make me start
it took me 5 mins as i was restless a lot
plus it was some other gods name chanting
but i had an experience wherein
i was feeling heaviness
my breathing became fast though i was sitting
and i felt heat within me
but at the end of 5 mins
it was happiness that i received
looking forward to another session tom