I feel sad for him too
Day 38/200 i think
Well i was getting urges so i came to report here as it helps. Also has a nightfall today. It becomes so embarrassing .
Anyway got other offers also. Preparing for interviews daily. Not able to control mobile addiction tho but still trying.
Taking nap now
Don’t know the day but it’s 40+
Urges for intimacy are getting stronger as well as my will power.
Other than this, interview date is coming close so going to boost my preparation now. Also i don’t want to decrease my time playing volleyball so i will try to stop only evening time play.
Also tomorrow is round 3 of councelling, excited for tomorrow.lets goo.
Study 3 hrs
Mobile usage 5hrs
Affirmation (before sleeping)
That’s all . Good night. Hare krishna
Another good day. Played volleyball and won 4 out of 5 matches. Did long meditation after some time but felt good.
Although again i was not productive enough and reason is again mobile usage. But not going to give up. Soon going to conquer this addiction also.
God give me strength to endure.