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Day 38/200 i think
Well i was getting urges so i came to report here as it helps. Also has a nightfall today. It becomes so embarrassing .
Anyway got other offers also. Preparing for interviews daily. Not able to control mobile addiction tho but still trying.
Taking nap now

Day 38/200 i
Nice
2 June
Donβt know the day but itβs 40+
Urges for intimacy are getting stronger as well as my will power.
Other than this, interview date is coming close so going to boost my preparation now. Also i donβt want to decrease my time playing volleyball so i will try to stop only evening time play.
Also tomorrow is round 3 of councelling, excited for tomorrow.lets goo.
Meditation
Cold shower
Study 3 hrs
Mobile usage 5hrs
Affirmation (before sleeping)
Prayer
Thatβs all . Good night. Hare krishna
5 June
Another good day. Played volleyball and won 4 out of 5 matches. Did long meditation after some time but felt good.
Although again i was not productive enough and reason is again mobile usage. But not going to give up. Soon going to conquer this addiction also.
Letβs goo.
God give me strength to endure.
Hare krishna