I’m new here, and if I’m honest quite skeptical too, as I don’t know what exactly to say. I’m sure as time goes on I’ll find more and more things I want to put out into the world, but for now I’ll start with this:
Today I fucked up. I saw it coming and gave in, which is the worst part about how I handled my urges today - it was almost like I didn’t put much effort into resisting. So, I’m reaffirming my vision for myself in the future, I’m engaging with y’all as a community, I’m conciously making efforts not to slip and I feel quietly optimistic.
I’d been working through this quiting P and S addiction podcast thing, which has really helped and gave me lots to think about, but after starting a new job and being under a bit of stress I’ve let it slip and now I’m picking myself up again.
Ill leave it there, but over the coming days and weeks I’ll try and find more time to share my story.