Ok… I don’t want to give a full life story so basically I will just explain that I have a sexual desire to feel appreciated sexually by ANYONE.
It began when I was using my phone when I was younger and I discovered sending “nudes”. I loved the feeling when someone told me how hot I looked. This increasingly began to be more males than females until all males.
I don’t know if I am gay or if I just find the feeling of sexual appreciation amazing to the point where nothing else matters.
Gradually… I became more and more “gay” and I started watching gay porn about ¼ of the time straight porn. I don’t know if this is proof that you can acquire gay sexual desires throughout life or whether, I’m simply bisexual…
Just had to tell someone. I’m on my way to finishing porn completely. Hopefully keeping masterbating under serious control too.
Any help is appreciated with this. Perhaps other have had similar experiences or feelings.