(I’ll try my best to censor words to avoid triggers)
So, I’m on hard mode and have been attempting nothing but hard mode since starting NoFap life over a year ago. Meaning my goal is a 90 day streak with no orgasm with p**n, no masturbation, and complete semen retention.
Now I have a girlfriend. We’ve been dating for a few months and she’s completely aware of my situation and is willing to help.
I’m still willing to have s*x. I can’t begin to describe the level of self control I attempt at while we’re together. I do my best with sexual transmutation and pause or stop altogether when I feel like I’m about to release, but I sometimes don’t stop soon enough. And the cycle restarts.
I also notice an unhealthy goal of having intercourse just so I can cum, and not to be present with her and feel pleasure for the both of us.
I wondering if there is anyone who has been in this situation and has experience with using semen retention while restraining from orgasm with a partner. Have you noticed your motivation for s*x change while retaining? If so, what is your experience, what did you do and how did it help?