I am Robin. I’m 17 year old and I want to quit prn and become normal again like was before PMO hit me. Through this journal I am tracking my new life and motivating myself to refrain from masterbation and prn.
Ultimate goal: To Become a pure human being.
Day: 1
Date: 31 December 2024
NF
NO SOCIAL MEDIA
NO GAMING
Day: 2
Date: 1 January 2025
Age: 17 years and 17 days old.
Fapping
Social media
Gaming
This internet has got my mind so messed up. I can think straight I can’t focus on my studies. I just hope that with this time away from the internet my mind will be abit clear so that I can focus on a studies
Day: 0
Date: 2 January 2025
Age: 17 years and 18 days old.
Didn’t PMO but,
It is very hard to resist the internet so I am going to start again.
Day: 1
Date: 3 January 2025
Age: 17 years and 19 days old.
First day of abandoning myself from social media, Games, PMO, YouTube, etc. I hope I can go for a week.
Day: 2
Date: 4 January 2025
Age: 17 years and 19 days old.
This is for my future. I have to get rid all these addictions. If not I am never going to get success in life.
From today I will start again it’s hard to get rid of a addiction specially when it’s so easily accessible. Tomorrow is going to be a good day. Happy dopamine detox.
I will do a new start.
Day 1
I don’t feel like going on with this journal anymore.
Go man , nothing is wrong in relapsing but it’s wrong with relapsing again. Learn from your mistakes and keep going.
It’s not relapse, this topic was made for my difficult goals that I set at the beginning but now it feels like it’s impossible to accomplish. So I am ending it.
don’t do that set achievable targets and achieve them.
I have relapsed after 17 days of nofap.
“THE SHADOWS OF THE MIST”
When you get really high, the road turns hazy,
A swirling mist where thoughts feel crazy.
In that moment, the world spins and sways,
And you lose your grip on the winding ways.
With laughter echoing, the thrill is a rush,
But heed the whispers in the wild hush.
For as you dance on clouds of bliss,
Remember the shadows that lurk in the mist.
Then you know it, with a sudden twist,
You tumble and stumble; you fall in the ditch.
“Be careful,” they say, a warning so clear,
In the heights of joy, tread softly, my dear.
By A.I.
Hellooo nofappers I am back
From my lazy and disordered life
To a more organized one.
Everyone has a life story
Many have a comeback story as well
And this is my comeback story.
I’m going to focus just on fitness, study and my faith which I have been ignoring so much as where’s hope of life without faith. Also taking care of that addiction laying in the dark corners of my life.
31 January, 2025
I ran for 15 minutes in morning by covering 2 km then read the holy Quran. I could not study well as I was continuously losing focus. I studied for 3 hours at best. I also had sufficient sleep but had nightfall after 15 days of nofap. It always happens on the 15 th night. Whatever. Overall it was a good day.
01 February, 2025
I am on 17 days. Couldn’t get up early in the morning. Having a hard time focusing on the studies. Studied for only 2 hours. But I did run for ten minutes. I am praying to Allah for his blessings.
What’s distracting you from studying? Cut down your distractions and you will automatically find yourself studying.
It’s just that the topics are really boring. You know, how boring maths can get!
I am still continuing my streak. I am on Day 24! I have grown a lot due to this community and hope to recover greatly. I am reading a novel. As it has a lot of volumes it can take months to finish. Still focusing on my religion, I am a Muslim.
Having a great time. I may have been cured from PMO. My streak is very close to a month now, 28 days! I played cricket today with friends, for 2 hours! So much so that I only had this much energy to get home from college. Somethings are fine but a lot of stuff is messed up in life.