Rising_queen's journey to being the best version of myself

This is a diary where I will be posting my journey so that I can come over this addiction :frowning:
This ■■■■ has robbed me of my confidence, I fear interacting to people to such an extent that I wear mask in my college everytime. and barely have any friends. This is because I’m insecure of my skin my looks since high school I’ve been struggling with this. I used to be so good in my studies but now sometimes its not easy I feel difficult to focus :pensive:.i masturbate while talking to random strangers on nonsense dating apps, because that’s where I need no validation I’m afraid of living this life…so I’m giving myself a chance to change. I got to know about this app through my friend and I hope :pray:t2: that I can get some like minded people here who wants to glow up in every area of their life. I so badly wanna change the way I am I can’t bear it anymore ^⁠_⁠^.
I want to live a life free of this addiction.
Free from being addicted to talking with random strangers over internet,
Free from all kinds of judgements,with a healthy skin body and a peaceful mind .I’ll not down my daily updates here.

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Welcome to the forum! It is quite commendable that you even came to the realisation that that is no way to live. Some people are so consumed by hedonism that they can’t even see where they are going wrong. Good luck on your journey!

A piece of advice, find something to replace the void that will be created when you quit these bad habits. Working out, reading (don’t read erotica now), swimming, dancing or whatever it is that you’ve been wanting to do but have kept on the back burner because of this addiction.

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For a second I thought it was a new diary started by @The_Rising_One then I saw “queen” in it’s title and thought why is he addressing him as a queen :joy:.

Anyways, best of luck for your journey, lot of struggle and glory lies ahead just stick with your routine.

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Hey @The_Rising_One ,

See this diary. I just thought that you have changed your username for fun :rofl::rofl:

@Rising_queen

All the best :+1::+1:. Dont spend too much of your time in Dating apps.

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