Sister, it is high time you read this book.
It caan be read in some hours or at max 3days if you are not that much into books.
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Fine and you? Tomorrow will be my 36th day
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@luluane sister you are also invited in the “Ramadan challenge ENTRIES (Muslims Exclusive)” Group,. In this blessed month we will go all out against this addiction.
Stay strong 
Yay 40 days!!! I’m officially a champ, and I’m soon entering the never done before territory.
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The only thing that really bothers me is the constant flashbacks, the lines between my urges and my libido that gets blurred more and more, and somehow I don’t know why I have so much trouble speaking and articulating like I just fapped it’s soooo annoying, I’ve had a clear mind for quit sometimes but those symptoms are coming back
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Keep going sister, as time passes this phase will go and you will become stronger in tackling the urges.
Maybe it is flatline, try to think positive and stuff.
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42 days yayyyyyy. My longest streak ever was last year and it was 46 days. I’m soon entering the never done before territory
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I would like to thank my periods for completely screwing my sex drive and giving me so much pain that I can’t think of sex or pmo, and I would like to thank the holy month ramadan, because fasting has helped me tremendously to fap a lot less and I hope that 2021 is the year I’ll get rid of this addiction.
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Sister, keep it going! I wish you to be FREE from this addiction forever!
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Thank you very much sir
Day 44 tomorrow. I almost had a heart attack because the charger of my computer wouldn’t work and I thought that all my files (and my file filed with over a 100 porn videos) will be gone. I know I should be ashamed of my self by keeping it but I’m too afraid that during the process of delete it I might relapse
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For now I suggest to prevent any form of action that may cause you to relape but at the same time you can work on how to change that mindset of need for those p* videos.
Best of luck.
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I think your answer may very well be in this
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I ended up deleting them. I don’t know if it’s the charger of my computer or my computer that doesn’t work, so either I’d have to buy another charger or get my computer fixed, and I didn’t want the person who’s going to fix my computer to find my huge porn collection. Not having a computer to work with makes me sad like I don’t know if I can stay without painting for an extensive period of time.
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I’m really sorry I can’t show them to you they’re on my instagram account that I’d like to keep private. I don’t do digital art I paint with watercolors and oils
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Listen I know that the probability that you recognize me because of my paintings is very low but I still don’t want to take that risk, sorry about that
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Good work sister.
Though the reasons were slightly different, use this opportunity. And say Alhamdulillah,
This may be a way of Allah helping you to get rid of those videos.
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Yeah maybe. I found a new charger and my computer is fine now I am so happy
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Yayyyyyy 47 days, the beginning of my eternal streak and the longest time I’ve spent without pmo. I’m soooo happy
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Day 49. Does any of you experience flashbacks or dirty dreams after a pretty long streak? Because I do and it’s a nightmare