Donât think like that, you know when you donât have those videos, then it will be some other reason.
You know I had installed a blocker, since I have fast internet, so whenever I have to bypass the blocker I have to type, âI donât have self controlâ, but I would swallow my pride and type that shit and disable the blocker, there were some other blockers but there too I managed to find a way to uninstall and trick the apps features watch p*. WHO ARE WE FOOLING? WE ARE KEEPING THE THING THAT DESTROYS US, AND ARE ENSLAVED TO THAT VERY THING
DESPITE KNOWING THAT ALL WE HAVE TO DO IS REMOVE IT FROM OURSELVES AND IT CANâT DO ANYTHING TO US.
FIRST YOU NEED TO STOP THINKING THAT IF YOU DONâT HAVE THOSE VIDEOS, THEN YOUR LIFE WILL BE HORRIBLE
Anyways these types of mindsets arent gonna stop us from doing pmo.
We must think that we can control ourselves, even though it is difficult at first and many relapses may happen but still you shouldnât change that mindset.
You know this Ramadan I thought I will be free since we have to fast, but I found myself relapsing after the maghtib time, it was just the belief mlin my mind that told me that try to abstain only during day time.
That false belief allowed me to have my fast valid and relapse at evening.
I seriously couldnât figure out the cause and I am still strying to get my head wrapped around it.
But many of them here helped in changing my perspective and the misunderstanding that it is not just during day time that I should abstain from this but the whole month.
YOU NEED TO TAKE IT SLOW AND EASY, STEP BY STEP.
THIS ADDICTION IS A PUZZLE, YOU JUST NEED TO PUT THE NUMBERS IN THE RIGHT ORDER AND YOU ARE FREE