At least I was able to make it to 54 days which is insane. I think that I should never have deleted that file because now that I found a way to getting it back I stopped obsessing over it, ramdan is seriously draining all my energy, at first it was cool but I’m not able to do anything, I can’t read I can’t paint or draw during the day so I had plenty of hour to think about other stuff, like porn that’s why I had soooo many flashbacks. It really bothers me the fact that I have soooo much trouble being productive and this is exactly what helped me before to stop masturbating for 35 days straight, which again something that have I never being able to. I draw and paint on the kitchen table because there no light in my room and no space, and during ramadan I just can’t because the table is always filed with something