Today I felt lot of energy in the morning and it made my D* hard. I thought if I use my hand I will end up relapsing. So I felt uncomfortable and I tried many things to cool it down. At the end I ejaculate somehow without usingy hands. But this Relapse made me feel like nothing happened.
So, Currently my mind craves to watch P to Relapse again.
Can anyone tell me why I am still feeling like I should watch P and Relapse ?
Give me advice.