Reflections on Personal Growth: Have I Become Addicted to Improvement?

[zeus99]

In recent years, my life has transformed radically. I’ve eliminated bad habits, achieved financial independence with a multi-million euro net worth, and created a stable future for myself and my family. Now, my focus is mostly on physical improvement: I train for 1 hour a day, six days a week, striving to reach a version of myself that I can call perfect.

I’ve adopted a very structured routine: I meditate twice a day, a short session (15 minutes) in the morning and a longer one in the evening (20-25). I’m also practicing semen retention, avoiding both casual sex that i personally call (sex without any real meaning) and masturbation to channel my energy into other goals. Most of the time, I’m staying at home, only going out to train or to handle essential tasks.

Yet, despite my successes, I feel like something is missing. My social life is limited. I keep in touch through Instagram, mostly with friends and girls, but I often wonder if I’m sacrificing too much in the name of achievement. At 24, I’ve realized that one of my biggest desires is to build a family, and yet, at this moment, everything else seems to lose meaning. I don’t have a job because i don’t need, I started university at 20 years old, I passed some exams, but since I focused my attention mainly on investments and various business projects, I didn’t have time to dedicate to university, I’m still enrolled and from October onwards one of my goals is to continue to take other exams so that I will be able to graduate. Regarding businesses, I want to reduce the time I dedicate to them, as I said i want to manage my time 75-80% studying, 25%-20% working on my finances.

I find myself asking: Am I too focused on my goals? Am I losing sight of other important aspects of life, like human relationships and the simple joy of living? Have any of you experienced something similar? How did you find a balance between personal growth and a fulfilling life?

I’d love to hear your stories and opinions. What do you think about this kind of path? Am I on the right track, or is there something I should reconsider?

[Brahmchary]

Don’t worry !! You are going on the right track !!
Sometimes you may feel strange because we do these things on regular basis and we find it boring and we want to explore more. But in my point of view you are doing amazing brother.
The life you are living is the dream of millions.

Focus on being a gentleman ( physically strong, mentally prepared and spiritually powerful )
Focus on earning money,
Take care of your family,
Help others
Remember God

This is called the best life.
Keep going ahead brother. Sending you lots of power, love and greetings God bless

[zeus99]

Thanks man, it’s just that sometimes I don’t know I realized that beyond a certain amount money gives you little satisfaction, it’s one thing when I had less than €10.000 and in the space of 1 and a half year I got to over €100.000, I remember that kind of money gave me extreme satisfaction. Now little or nothing. I also realized that in life relationships are very important and beyond work relationships I have no friends neither one women. I’m grateful to be able to provide a lot of things to my family. I help some people besides my family, it gives me great satisfaction to help others. I’m cash rich, but relationships poor, the problem with that it’s that most people don’t care about improving themselves and so my mentality is different from most people’s, I’m still young but all that party stuff etc I don’t care at all.

[The_Beast_prospect]

Man…your story truly tells that
“Money isnt everything”.

I appreciate for your achievements,dedication and questions.

Answering your que:
You’re trying to balance out work and study. Realise that if you are able to pull off optimum amount of wealth while studying then surely reduce the hours on business.

I would say , rejoining college will bring on your social interactions to next level.
In addition, take up hobbies like sports or some classes, I’m sure you’ll further increase your connections.

[zeus99]

Yeah I hope so, university probably will improve my social life.

[zeus99]

Money isn’t everything, but it’s essential to have it. If you can reach the threshold of financial comfort , you’re good. Obviously, reach even higher levels of wealth: having tens of millions, hundreds of millions or billions allows you to do a lot more things and a higher quality in all things, plus you have the possibility of passing on wealth to future generations.

[The_Beast_prospect]

Totally agreed. Its amazing to see that you gained such independence at 24.

[zeus99]

Thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. So many sacrifices, consider that I started to get good or above average results around 2021. Starting my journey in 2016, so yes, it’s about 8 years that I questioned everything, I focused on myself and now it’s like I’m on the highway, I don’t stop anymore, I have so much momentum and discipline that I really am unlikely to that I stop.