So I have been on this app for a while, it has helped me a lot.
I started the nofap journey last week Thursday, prior to that, I had been feeling pretty bad about how I was leaving my life and how much I needed to change. I tried to keep a few streaks on my own but it didn’t go as planned.
I stumbled on this app and decided to give it a try. It’s been good so far. I won’t say I have totally changed or been able to over come this addiction but I’m improving by the day. I have several addictions I’m trying to rewire and Masturbation is on the top list.
I drink, smoked a few times, taken weed in several other ways, paying prostitutes which is another major problem and so many more habits I’m trying to rewire. So far (since Thursday) I’ve been successful in all but only relapsed on the nofap and noporn challenge.
Yesterday when I relapsed my gf was around and we didn’t have sex but foreplay, I relapsed right in front of her and I don’t know if this counts as a relapse? Cos I didn’t release naturally. I feel weak and foggy this morning, I don’t feel regret but tiredness and the urge to relapse again.
I’ll try my best to post here on my journey everyday.