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#day 9 having a bad urge.i would give up anytime :anguished::anguished::mask::mask::face_with_thermometer::face_with_thermometer::face_with_head_bandage:lets not fap today.

Relapsed on day 9… due to i read sexual contents yesterday :expressionless::expressionless:this month is bad i have no hope for this month. I hope i will september will go clear. I was completely weak during first 2 hours & hopeless too. I took a nap. I started to read again but i didnt find easy to remember facts. My mind is just recovered its spirit. I will be different person very soon as i was. #to be legend

get your butt of the ground dude. this month has 7 more days!
why do you need a new month to start?
you can always start right now.
if you relapsed in the morning doesn’t mean that you can binge all day.
you don’t have to wait for a new day, week or month.

wish you strenght budy

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You are right i dont have such spirit. i need a good companion where i can do good competetion.i cant push myself alone too long​:confounded::confounded:

They say relapse is a part of the process is healing from addiction. Every time you give in, take a moment afterward, and I mean after the shame and regret, to really reflect on it. Close your computer, your phone, anything distracting. Take some long, slow, deep breaths and ask yourself if that was worth it. Think about what expectations porn has put in your mind that don’t exist. Forget about superpowers, because they vary person to person. The real superpower is peace of mind.
And finally remind yourself that you’re okay. You’re not a failure. You’re a fighter. You aren’t down and out. You want this. You’re here after all.

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Day 1
I took a nap. No major improvements. I am going through a urge.

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Hey man… how are you keeping?

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:sweat_smile:days are passing themselves…i dont have time for urges…how about you…

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Good to hear… I’m good… half an hour away from being clean for a month

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I feel good for you…i wish u have another great streak…

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#day 8
Things are going great…i genuinely enjoy socializing… i have lot of energy to invest…have a fantastic day…

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It’s day 9…& i done some social work in election 11 to 4.30…i got to know process of election & people practically…i hope my friend’s dad gonna win…! Have a sweet day…

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I got a knight batch…and it feels good…i visited kolhapur…& saw museum…which is located in my neighbour state maharashtra…i didnt thought i would enjoy antiques of royal family…just watching them…i am getting surges…but i dont know where should i invest that…its like just u got a tank of water…&.u dont know where should u invest that…because u have so many options…

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I am on day 16…i am getting strong desire to improve myself…yesterday was very productive day…& today i have to make it an amazing day…

Day 18 i am going through a strong urge…i wont yield this time…

New here…can I have some companions? Tried no fapping before but I am now restarting it from today

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Sure here’s my code 4ebae66

Added you … It’s been 20 days for you? Feeling energetic?

Yes…i have been self-motivated with lot of energy

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Day 28…looks like days are passing just blink of eye…lot of improvements are done last 28 days… eye contact is not feeling wierd like early days…feeling content that not fapped last 28 days…

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