7/5/2022 09:00 AM
I’ve completed 9 days without pmo, my thoughts were cleaner. The secret to keep going is don’t relapse on your mind in your thoughts.
Last night was hard, I’m feeling sad for no reason and stressed, just by thinking of work for the next week.
This week was akward was silent and sad, I didn’t talk much this week, and less in rewire, didn’t feel like sharing will help me gain much.
I’m writing here to get some energy to keep going, I’m feeling weak and tempted, and urges started coming at me, I’m trying to push sexual thoughts away but it started getting harder to control.
As I said in early entry , I’m afraid of progress and relapsing is my comfort zone, suffering and being depressed is my comfort zone, I need to be brave enough to explore other things, to accept different realities in my life.