Prox's Journal(17 M)

Day-0
Hey, fellow nofapper’s …I wasn’t active for the last month in the forum but continued to do Nofap. Sadly Lost 3 times and right now struck in chaser effect with streaks of 16 then 4 then 2…
So today I thought of going on Hard on myself cause currently I’m 17 only and I’ve seen people of the age’s like 40 and 50 too in online nofap forums. I don’t wanna waste my life like this. So I came up with some rules for nofap which are derived from a well-known method in this forum the @Zene 's method. cause I’m wasting most of my time in leisure and that turns into relapse’s … Wasting around 7-8 hours on internet :pensive:
The rules go like this
No manga(at all)

Anime(1 eps each day) :sweat_smile:

No 18+ content(even if it is not related to porn)

No Facebook,Instagram(at all)

Youtube- only some motivational stuff/lectures

No TV

Telegram (uninstalled for initial weeks will use it for only half an hour when I’ll install it again)

Books- will try to read at least 10 pages Daily (Only self-help)

Exercise-Ok so I’ll try an interesting thing here i.e. no of days=no of suryanamaskar done …In this way I’ll be able to bring back my childhood flexibily back to some extent since I Used to do yoga in primary school and was able to do some pretty advanced asana’s one’s too which is all gone thanks to porn ;-; + going out for a walk

study- Initial target would be 8 hours

Daily internet time-1/2 hour only

Hope I get out of this addiction :disappointed: :disappointed:

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Day-1
Wake up at 6 - :x:
Doing yoga- :white_check_mark: 1 Surya namaskar + body stretching
Going out for walk/jog-:x:
Study-Target = 8 hours :white_check_mark:
Reducing internet time- Target-1/2 hours. :x:(used for about 3 hours)
Reading Book-:white_check_mark: 1 Hour(Elon Musk: Tesla, SpaceX, and the Quest for a Fantastic Future)
Anime-1episode only :white_check_mark:
No TV :white_check_mark:
No telegram :white_check_mark:
No discord :x: ಥ﹏ಥ
No 18+ content :white_check_mark:
No Youtube- :x:

Pretty good start of the streak as compared from the past one’s but now I’ve gotta pump it more just to reach 1 week…After saying yesterday to reduce the internet usage I was actually getting urges to do that too ಥ﹏ಥ and wasted 3 hours today in that.
Also found a pretty good quote which gave me some mindfullness
Motivation gets you going,
but discipline keeps you growing

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Day-2
Wake up at 6 - :x: (woke up at 7… was unable to sleep early at night)
Doing yoga- :white_check_mark: 2 Surya namaskar + body stretching
Going out for walk/jog-:x:
Meditation :x:
Study-Target = 8 hours :x: (did 6 hours)
Reducing internet time- Target-1/2 hours. :x:(used for about 2 hours)
Reading Book-:white_check_mark: 1 Hour(Elon Musk: Tesla, SpaceX, and the Quest for a Fantastic Future)
Anime-1episode only :x: (Watched 2) :disappointed:
No TV :white_check_mark:
No telegram :white_check_mark:
No discord :white_check_mark:
18+ content :white_check_mark:
No Youtube- :x:
Just need to push the exercise button to green so that more energy will be in the body for the whole day…So I’ll be going early to bed today to wake up at 5 in the morning…
Found one quote today too
"If I can’t do 400 push-ups, I’ll hit the dummy 800 times! If I can’t hit the dummy 800 times, I’ll do 2000 jump ropes!"-Rock Lee :heart:

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Day-3
Wake up at 5 - :x: (woke up at 9… insomnia :pensive:)
Doing yoga- :white_check_mark: 3 Surya namaskar + body stretching
Going out for walk/jog-:x:
Meditation :white_check_mark:
Study-Target = 8 hours :x: (did 4 hours)
Reducing internet time- Target-1/2 hours. :x:(used for about 5 hours)
Reading Book-:white_check_mark: 1/2 Hour(Elon Musk: Tesla, SpaceX, and the Quest for a Fantastic Future)
Anime-1episode only :x: (Watched 2) :disappointed:
No TV :white_check_mark:
No telegram :x:
No discord :x:
18+ content :white_check_mark:
No Youtube- :x:

Couldn’t sleep last night due to insomnia and anxiety due to some family problems…
Wasted whole day on internet didn’t even used timer to study and was on 70% focus level only.
Now I’ll try meditation and sleep☺️

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Day -4
Wake up at 4 - :x: (woke up at 8… :pensive: )
Doing yoga- :white_check_mark: 4 Surya namaskar + body stretching
Going out for walk/jog-:x:
Meditation :white_check_mark: (did meditation for 45 mins my personal best with complete focus/attention)
Study-Target = 8 hours :x: (did 7 hours)
Reducing internet time- Target-1/2 hours. :x:(used for about 2-3 hours)
Reading Book-:x: 1/2 Hour(didn’t read today)
Anime-1episode only :white_check_mark:
No TV :white_check_mark:
Limited telegram :x:
No discord :white_check_mark:
No 18+ content :white_check_mark:
No Youtube- :white_check_mark:
Everyday is going fine and just need to keep pushing my limits to more and more :muscle:

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Day - 5
Wake up at 4 - :x: (woke up at 6… :pensive: )
Doing yoga- :white_check_mark: 5 Surya namaskar + body stretching
Going out for walk/jog-:x:
Meditation :white_check_mark:
Study-Target = 8 hours :x: (did 4 hours only)
Reducing internet time- Target-1/2 hours. :x:(used for about 5 hours)
Reading Book-:x: 1/2 Hour(didn’t read today)
Anime-1episode only :white_check_mark:
No TV :white_check_mark:
Limited telegram :x:
No discord :white_check_mark:
No 18+ content :white_check_mark:
No Youtube- :white_check_mark:
Was sick in the whole morning and got a few urges too but controled it
… All is well just keep going
:pray::v:

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Day - 6
Wake up at 4 - :x: (woke up at 5… :pensive: )
Doing yoga- :white_check_mark: 6 Surya namaskar + body stretching
Going out for walk/jog-:x:
Meditation :white_check_mark: (half an hour)
Study-Target = 8 hours :white_check_mark: (did 9 hours :blush:)
Reducing internet time- Target-1/2 hours. :x:(used for about one and half hours)
Reading Book-:white_check_mark: 1/2 Hour
Anime-1episode only :white_check_mark: (0 episodes)
No TV :white_check_mark:
Limited telegram :x:
No discord :white_check_mark:
No 18+ content :white_check_mark:
No Youtube- :x:
Really happy today as the study mark got checked but the internet usage is still more I didn’t even saw anime today due to it😕
Everyday needs to be better than last so good night to all :pray::v:

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Hi, there, brother. I don’t think you need to wake up at 4 to improve yourself. That damages your sleep cycle. 6 is better, I always wake up at 6, go for jog for 15 min., then do calisthenics, get ready for school ( yes, it’s finally opened here ) and when I come back, I take a small nap, eat 2nd small dinner, go work out, then study.
For others, I think abstinence from phone is the best solution to most of them. Ain’t it? :smiley:

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Yep bro waking at 4 will damage my sleep if I don’t go to bed earlier ( Which I’m trying my best for :sneezing_face: ) Cause my sleep schedule isn’t fixed Sometimes I sleep at 10 and someimes at 2 AM too…So that’s why I want to make it earlyy so that I wuld also be able to make up a lot of work early…And yeah phone is a destroyer If not used in productive things…

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Day-7
Wake up at 6 -:white_check_mark:
Doing yoga- :white_check_mark: 7 Surya namaskar + body stretching
Going out for walk/jog-:x:
Meditation :white_check_mark: (half an hour)
Study-Target = 8 hours :x: (did 6 hours)
Reducing internet time- Target-1/2 hours. :x:(used for about one hour)
Reading Book-:white_check_mark: 1/2 Hour
Anime-1episode only :white_check_mark:
No TV :x:ended up watching ipl​:sweat:
Limited telegram :x:
No discord :white_check_mark:
No 18+ content :white_check_mark:
No Youtube- :x:

Completed 1 week free from all the adult content and masturbation… Now it’s time to focus on my health more so I’ll go to jog in morning for sure :pray: :v:

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*Using the forum after whole 5 months noises (hoping won’t get addicted to it again xD)

Day 6
Workout :white_check_mark:
Using yt/dc/tg less than an half an hour :white_check_mark:
Waking up early :x:
Study 10+ hours :white_check_mark:
Reading a book :x:
Meditation :white_check_mark:

Along with these march was pretty tough on me with a total of 12 relapses ;~; and was able to get an streak of 54 days after December too

That’s just for now… Gonna try to do daily check in from today on :slight_smile:

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Hey man, saw you liked my writings on the forum.
Hope you are doing well.
I see you are on 6 days.
Take your time and proceed with caution.

Day 7 is fucking filled with urges and can trigger a relapse.

Just be present at all moments and if you happen to be on the verge of a relapse, just stop, become present in the moment, and recall all the benefits of NoFap and how you can change.

It will save you bud.
Anyways,Stay Strong!!!

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Day 7 check in
Wake up early :white_check_mark:
Reading book :x:
Meditation :white_check_mark:
Workout :white_check_mark:
Study 10+ hours :x:(did 6)
Screen time less then 30 minutes :white_check_mark:(used for 15 min)
Notes to self : don’t run away from hard tasks… Practice more and more

ifkr dude it was tough day thanks for the heads up appreciate it : )

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Day 8 check in
Wake up early :white_check_mark:
Reading book :x:
Meditation :x:
Workout :white_check_mark:
Study 10+ hours :x:(did 4)
Screen time less then 30 minutes :x: :(used for 3 hours ;-; )
Notes To Self : move your lazy ass up
was an day filled up with urges since I kept procrastinated :’(

Day 9 check in
Wake up early :x:
Reading book :x:
Meditation :x:
Workout :x:
Study 10+ hours :x:(did 6)
Screen time less than half hours :x: (used for 2 hours)

Slept for around 13 hours head is paining yet am sleepy ig it’s an withdrawal effect I’ve never experienced since 1.5 years of trying nofap :pensive:

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Day 0
Relapsed last night wasn’t able to control it afterall. it was without porn

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Bad day really bad bad

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Day 2 and 3 were nice and fully non horny moments since am busy in studies :sunglasses:

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Day 4
Peeked a lil nsfw through memes
Study for 10+Hours :white_check_mark: (did 11)
Read books :x:
Shower :x:
Meditation :white_check_mark:
Was a busy day but still wasted some time on memes which now I regret

14th April
day 4-5
Study for 10+Hours :x: (did 0)
Read books :x:
Shower :x:
Meditation :x:
worse day and completely unproductive slept for around 11 hours and just wasted time online glad didn’t peeked at all aaaaaaa ;-;

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