Result day
So my result will be out any time now,
Just wanted to tell the future self, wether you fail of pass, it doesn’t matter because this time I tried my best. I did my best, yes there was one relapse in the month of exam, but I gave my best,
Don’t think everything is over. Just plan your next step, if you fail or pass, just keep planning. And keep going on nofap.
If you get depressed, you might relapse, just making it harder to remember
2024-07-09T18:30:00Z
And yes even failing won’t be bad enough because I have seen worse this year.
Stay Calm
Whatever happens I will update
I am in the line, to the room where professors are handing over results
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2024-07-09T18:30:00Z
So after waiting 2 hours in line they told me to comeback tomorrow, with a letter, justifying that I am me. As my face now doesn’t match the face on my documents. I got my head and beard shaved. I will get my results tomorrow. Why, why, WHY.
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2024-07-10T18:30:00Z
So I have failed once again.
2024-07-11T18:30:00Z
I just realised that I have been trying to get rid of this addiction since 5 years. And wasted my life away.
Opportunity, relationship, goal, moments, and many more. This one is my last attempt. This time I will get rid of this addiction. And achieve everything in the next 6 months. I probably have to work 5 times harder. But I am not afraid, I just know for sure I will this time.
No more beating around, or rubbing my life and genital away. I don’t have any chance or choice.
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2024-07-12T18:30:00Z
Next exam
In September.
I will not watch qorn or will masturbate Ever. No target of 100, 200, or 1000 days. I just won’t.
I will not bring any bad thaughts about any girl.
I will not use and swear or cuss words for anybody except for that bitch, from room 3 of economics section, and politicians.
3 jobs only
Study, Workout, And writing ideas.
I will not watch qorn or masturbate ever
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I am actually a very reserved person, and dont enjoy small talk, but it’s actually fascinating and overwhelming to see people who don’t know each other doing there best to help eachother out of there messy life.
This place (forum) is what this world should have been like.
I am trying to learn to be grateful to others. And helping others
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2024-07-15T18:30:00Z
Relapsed after 19 days
Viewed qorn by mistake. And kinda started staring at it for few minutes. But haven’t masturbated.
And I am certain that I don’t even enjoy masturbation. My mind just wants qorn. As I said I am preety certain I will not fail ever again.
This for sure is the last time
I am free.
Let’s fix my life.
And yes Everyone from my graduation batch got a job today
The last one out of 350 students from my course, apart from me, cracked the interview. I am happy for him. But not jealous, cuz I know I deserve not to get job. I didn’t worked hard enough. I know they weren’t rubbing there pp when they should have studied.
No-one from my batch talks’ to me, my professor told me this with a little disgrace on his face.
Let’s see.
Doing anything experiment on myself
So won’t be using internet at all for next 30 days.
Let’s see what happens
2024-07-17T18:30:00Z
And after 30 days I will update the results
The routine will be to wake up at 6 or before
Study and workout do house chores and sleep around 10.30
I will be writing my experience in manual notebook. And uninstall all internet related apps including this one.
Day 5 update
I wanted to update after 30 but just for few minutes as I got really bored
It’s really boring without internet but I will continue. Beawar, you might relapse on day 1
2024-07-26T18:30:00Z
Okay Relapse
Day 0
Not so depressed as,
But my body hurts after masturbating.
I worked out good today, but my body was not hurting them but after relapse it hurts like crazy.
Will keep going and target for 200 days this time.
Not Continuing the experiment, it’s really difficult.
I am still keeping the internet usage to lowest.
But I have had couple of relapse on the way but not watching qorn.
It’s been 30 days without this shit.
Not depressed. But regretting my life choices.
It’s 2024-08-10T18:30:00Z
And Day 7
I am doing online class with internet, but that’s it.
Not getting much exercise done. Will try today, in the evening.
Studying and giving self tests.
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2024-08-12T18:30:00Z
Almost a month since I watched something on YouTube Or used internet. But today I decided to checkout my favourite youtuber who used to make review of books and summer. His content used to move around books. But today after almost half a year I went to his channel, i found him making reviews on adult or qorn magazine and books. I unsubscribed him. I am sad to see how to make money he has to shift his content as qorn will get more views, i don’t hate him, because he is just making money. But I realised they are just sellers, trying to sell their content, but my time is more precious than their revenue.
Day 9 by the way
Exactly
What a Action by yourself Hats off man …
We dont allow anybody to make money by draining our precious energy 
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Relapse
After almost 24 days
Will get back stronger
2024-08-22T18:30:00Z
So today one more relapse
But something interesting
Found an interesting ancient technique where you can hit orgasm without ejaculation. But the same text strongly recommends not to practice the technique as it has sever consequences that I experienced myself. So I vow to never do this again. And my eyes are on the next exams
2024-08-30T18:30:00Z
Has been a while
Has been almost 45 days since watched qorn
To be honest
I still think about qorn some time, but I remind myself to bring back my mind to present.
Getting Urges, a lot of them, but it’s weird to use my hand, every time I masturbate. so in my opinion it’s urge to have sex, rather than masturbate and watch qorn.
I think to get urge to have sex is kinda normal and natural.
And also I think I am not as ugly as I thought I was.
2024-09-01T18:30:00Z
Relapsed
And taking a break
Wish you all luck