Nofapstar's Journey to enlightenment!

Once again fight back. I am sure you will win :crossed_swords:

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I really wanna fightback from past 10 days my mind has become so negative that im seeing negativity in everything. i lost motivation to do anything.
i pray to God to give me strength cz i need it so bad
im at the lowest point of my life where i never imagined myself
i hate to see myself as a loser

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what can be more worse than being in a prison having they keys in your hand. if i want to escape i just need to use that key . but im not doing it rather im keeping myself in the prison.
just lying to myself everytime. becoming a lying monster

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Brother, Do you remember what @Kaizen used to do!
He loves his streak the most, and whenever he wanted to bet on something, He used his streak to make the bet for completing a particular task!
And He loves his streak so much that he tries his level best to complete the target!
Love your streak brother, Not in the intial phase because there urges are stronger, chaser effect also takes place.

One piece of advice I would like to give is “Control Your thoughts”.

Rest will fall in place, Control your thoughts brother, Whenever a thought related to that comes eliminate it quickly do pushup or watch funny video or spend sometime outside.
Once you are able to control your thoughts!
You will have full control over yourself brother!
I can assure you
And Most importantly

Keep Moving Foward! :fire::fire::clinking_glasses::muscle:

I know it’s easy to say than to do! I know I was there but the best we can do is try our best!

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@nofapstar123 come back stronger. Fight back.

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Bro fight!! I know you can do this :fire:.
I believe you should post here that you are about to relapse or feeling helpless just when the urge hits, it will kill the urge badly.

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These urges can’t break me when an unbreakable force comes inside of me!

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These urges can’t break me when an unbreakable force comes inside of me!
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“I will better die with urges than a fucking relapse” Say this to yourself. I also say this to myself to prevent fucking relapse :muscle::muscle:

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Relapsed again.
:frowning_face: :frowning_face:
Im completely distracted from my goals

@nofapstar123 what are you doing?? Dont disappoint us. Your door is open. Why are you still staying in prison. Don’t do this man.

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@nofapstar123 porn will engulf you. Come out man. Break this habit. You know everything but still??

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I know its not the first time i dissapoint everyone . But dissapointing everyone is not the matter , dissapointing myself is what matters the most. I want to be free. But the exam stress is taking over me. Alright i stop giving lame excuses im just fooling myself

@nofapstar123 you guys inspired me …now see iam able to maintain 41 days streak. I was addicted to 18 years with continuous 2-3 times fapping per day. I am doing well by seeing you guys. Now see what are you doing?? Daily relapse??? Man, its not fair. I cannot see this. It pains me. Your enemy (pmo) is killing you. You have the weapons (strategies) to kill it. But why are you not using it. Kill pmo before it kills you my dear brother :pensive:. It has destroyed my life. I cannot see others life being destroyed.

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Iam not interfering in your personal battle/ matter… But I just cannotsee this… See everyone is having tough times. This exam pressure? Common, this pressure will increase and increase till you graduate and postgraduate…learn to channelize this stress. Class 11 and 12 stress is nothing…there will be much stress in bachelors and masters. Be prepared man.

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Im sorry bro,
Thats all i can say for now.
you are doing well.
I guess my diary is spreading some negativity, so dont let that negativity get to you because everything you see affects you in some way.

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Dont say this to me. I only showed my extra care because I know what pmo does to a person. It will kill you literally in every terms. I know you are a brave man. You are young and dynamic.

It is of no question. Nothing can harm me without my permission. It is your diary. You should write whatever you are going through. There is no question of negativity or positivity. If negativity is the case then my diary should be banned . Your diary should first inspire you not me. Learning is not always only from success it is from failure too. Brother @nofapstar123 Make an unshakeable and unbreakable commitment and come back stronger. You are a star as your name says. Dont repeat the same mistake again and again. And I apologize for my unwanted intervention in your diary.

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thank u bro @Dvija
People should take inspiration from you. Im inspired

No bro ur words inspire me

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Bro @nofapstar123 I used to think the same whenever I used to be in a stressful situation I would think ah it has been a while since I fapped and maybe that’s why I am stressed and it will relieve the stress but it’s exactly the opposite, the cause of the extra stress and the inability to handle stress is just because of that addiction, everytime you relapse the sense of stress, that empty feeling and you inability to handle stress will keep on increasing, it doesn’t relieve the stress in any way, it just adds to it, there is no point in m* or p* to relieve the stress it will just worsen your situation.

I told you to post here when the urges hit so that someone can motivate you to not do it, the hell you will yourself realise what you were about to do. You can at least make this much effort of opening RC instead of that p* site, it will be beneficial for sure dude.

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A thing i want to tell you all guys,.
from past few days i was acting very arrogant. arrogance was taking over me. Im very sorry to say that i was not even listening to you guys thinking that i will be able to handle it. but thats not the truth. it does not work like that. Arrogance is another enemy to mankind. But today i realized, “Arrogance my FOOT” .
I just wanted to say sorry to you all. I respect my all companions.
thank you hope you understand! have a great day :slightly_smiling_face:

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Brother, I just want to say that what has happened has happened.

We need to keep moving Foward!

:clinking_glasses::handshake::fire:
I am with you, think what can help you!
Find out, only you can help yourself!
Good Luck brother!
:muscle:

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