yesterday night i relapsed.
it was a good streak,
even though i knew pmo was wrong and its causing me lots of problems still there was a part inside of me beilieving “maybe i suffer from these symptoms due to other reasons, maybe due how i was brought” up and shit like that.
sometimes my mind would say “whats the use of doing all these , you are not going to pass the exam even if you are putting efforts at the end times.”
“just watch it once , just do it once you have got a whole life ahead”
“you wont make any difference by not watching ■■■■”
these are the devils ways to keep me falling again and again.
i faced withdrawls symptoms this time. because i was feeling low for consecutive 2 days but then i resisted the urges and it went away.
but these urges were always lurking in my back and a single pic was enough for the urges to take over me!
this hand and my mind both are under my control . so if i relapse its ultimately my fault.
fuck this shit im getting out of this addiction this time! fuck the devils ways!
would anyone voulenteer to become the moderator of nofap showdown challenge!
if yes then i am thinking of starting new season of nofap showdown challenge.
I am from Tamil Nadu,India. Kambam is located in Tamil Nadu near the Western Ghats. Though me and my friends know this place for a long time, we were really shocked when we heard this news and the fact that the name Kambam can be interpreted by foreigners as Cumbum .
On the other side, it is one of the most aesthetic places I have ever visited. The lush green mountains touch the clouds in the sky with greenery, rain drizzle, extensive tea, grapes and rubber cultivation. So residents would be enjoying nature’s beauty and would not be addicted to PMO,social media, alcohol, drugs I guess
Eagerly waiting for ur tomorrow’s update.
