Class se nahi bhai … usdin class me jab board dekh raha tha tab achanak mera vision thora blurr hone laga aur suddenly mai anxiety aur panic karne laga. Aisa lag raha me gir jaumga.
Woh hone ke bad fir raat me hospitalized hona para. uske 2 din baad tak mere andar constant anxiety and mind heavy-dizzy feel ho raha tha.
Abhi jab tohra thik hua toh us incident ke bare me sochke dr lg rha
Although I faced very high anxiety and stuff but one thing I realized the more on I talk to my family, mostly my mother I get ideas to tackle them. I want to you to talk to your family or anyone nearby maybe your teacher, He is an experienced person and will definitly help you.
Overthinking you know kills dreams. It your last chance at Neet. Make it worthy. Don’t let this go.
Guys finally its over. The feeling is over now… i won.
Special thanks to @The_integrous_one @Binocular @BlackMagic123 @rajameghanan
Now i am feeling even moreee energetic.
Like im finally getting to the best version myself.
I slept without sleeping pills 
It was a good decision to comeback to home. I am not scared anymore, it was just a state of mind
Took me 4 days but thats ok i kept fighting
Good to know 
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Brother you made me so happy for you I am glad that I can see a smile on your face again (even your profile picture is smiling more for some reason 
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Studied after 4 days, today i started with my fav subject. Completed revising morphology in flowering plants, except the family part im going to revise it tommorow.
Gotta revise chemical bonding as well tomorrow.
I checked my pressure just now it was 142/95 whAt the fuck
It maybe temporary. Mine was 135/88 when I was feeling ill.
Get it checked by a good doctor though and ask for prescription.
No last time it showed 140/90 im concerned now
Damn bro, Well maybe you have hypertension
Went to doctor,
Acha sunaya mujhe 
roast kardiya
“Aise banoge doctor? Hawa me bante he kya doctor? Kitne doctor he iss area me. Itna stress he toh chor de na kuch aur kar, stress leke khudki bhi aur dusre ki bhi zindegi kyu kharab karna.”
Then he motivated me for sometime, gave me some medicine. And told me that i have no issue and my heart beat is perfectly fine.
Damn 
savage doctor.
That was like a slap for me …
Damn, now that i think about it, after first aiats my life gone downhill pretty fast
Goes to show how fast everything can change
In first aiats i scored 489,
Next aiats is not gonna be good for me
It’s ok dude.
Don’t worry about the results. Just do your best in whatever you can. Even body health is an external factor which is not in our control, we can only have control on our mind, our choices, desires, aversions and actions, that’s all, we need to give our best in that, leave the rest to God/universe and let things roll out however they are supposed to.
Exactly
I got the 3500th reply here
Dude