Bro, it’ll all go away.
I think, it is just precum. You have been pmo-ing for many months or years. Now it is only day 12. So it happens bro. All kinds of sexual problems, or any thing related to sex caused by this addiction will go away. Just do a clean 90-180 days reboot.
Don’,t use p-subs, don’t peek. Just go clean for atleast 90 days.
I guarantee all things will be solved. Don’t worry.
Talk to her daily . It will fade away as you must be a person who doesn’t talk to girls often.
It was same for me but as soon as I started talking I realised I was brainwashed by porn to think of them as toys. I feel so bad for this now. They(girls) are far more pure and better human beings than us. Even thinking sexual about them is like curse