Navy Seal Training Challenge -Target 90 days-

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Check in day 11

Daily task

  1. Meditation :white_check_mark:
  2. Watched motivational video :x:
  3. Exercise :white_check_mark:
  4. Study :white_check_mark:
  5. No trigger from screen :white_check_mark:
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Day 5 no-fap. Life is normal for now. Wasted money for a water energy drink so it doesn’t count. I have already 2 weeks without an energy drink I think.

Mental urges: :heavy_minus_sign:

Urges: :heavy_minus_sign:

Happiness: :no_entry_sign:

Mad: :heavy_minus_sign:

Need for energy drink: :white_check_mark: drinked energy drink: :heavy_minus_sign:

Bored: :heavy_minus_sign:

Sad: :no_entry_sign:

Worried: :no_entry_sign:

Bad events or terrible events: :no_entry_sign:

Also I just hit 5 days finally :partying_face:…

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Day 6 no-fap journey. Bruh I didn’t even feel any urges I am thinking so much about becoming a soccer player whats going on :rofl:.

Mental urges: :no_entry_sign:

Urges: :no_entry_sign:

Happiness: :white_check_mark:

Mad: :no_entry_sign:

Need for energy drink: :white_check_mark: Drinked energy drink: :white_check_mark:

Bored: :no_entry_sign:

Worried: :no_entry_sign:

Bad events or terrible events: :no_entry_sign:

My urges for energy drinks have won :sob:. Still I did 1 week without any of those. Gonna take some today of 100 caffeine and then 300 or 200 later on. Gotta get the power on for r6 :sunglasses:…

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Check in Day 13

Daily task

  1. Meditation :white_check_mark:
  2. Watched motivational video :x:
  3. Exercise :white_check_mark:
  4. Study :white_check_mark:
  5. No trigger from screen :white_check_mark:
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Day 7 not the best.

Mental urges: :white_check_mark:

Urges: :white_check_mark:

Happiness: :no_entry_sign:

Mad: :heavy_minus_sign:

Need for energy drink: :no_entry_sign: drinked energy drink: :no_entry_sign:

Bored: :heavy_minus_sign:

Worried: :white_check_mark:

Bad events or terrible events: :white_check_mark:

I can’t believe I worked so hard and practiced so hard to win on a game even being lower than many normal players and with all my power I still lost in ranked and went down.

This makes me depressive only to know I’ll maybe won’t get to any rank maybe I’ll never even get past diamond. Another day that sucks…

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Check in day 14

Daily task

  1. Meditation :white_check_mark:
  2. Watched motivational video :x:
  3. Exercise :white_check_mark:
  4. Study :white_check_mark:
  5. Not trigger from screen :x:
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What game Bro? Diamond rank? Are you depressed for losing online game?

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So it’s my first check-in since i last did
4 Mars check-in :white_check_mark:
Day 1
No urges
Didn’t do that much this day
But it was special day
Because i intended to stop this loser of me
I am not failure anymore
I realised i am the only responsible for my decisions
Bad decision means trouble to you
And you will have to fix it and not to wait for someone to bother himself and try to solve it for you
Everyone has got his own problems
So it’s good to be back on track
I am starting the legend road again inspite all the hardships that i will face
Here is an advice for you and me , get rid of your comfort zone if you want to achieve something in this life

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It has been a while since I posted here.

After weeks of struggle for a job, I finally got one.

The best part is the job is paying more than I was offered. I am making $19 an hour. USA dollars that is. So if you are in another country you may say that I will become rich.

Regardless, after clearing my background check, getting hired, getting this great pay rate, it is time for me to beat this addiction.

Right now I am at 2 days. It is time to escape the cycle and grow my streak and REWIRE my brain.

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Your right about that. The problem was I saw many able to achieve higher ranks than me. Whenever I play it’s not my fault but I always go with the noob team. Max I got was copper III which is nothing and everyone gets past it easily, but it was a great advantage for me. Everyone is on gold rank and watching myself at the botton sucks.

I tried so hard and got better on the game only to see people are better than me and win us all, because the problem is your team is likely to be bad copper. While the enemy team is higher than that. I’ve seen people level 300 with copper II or less, and when I see them play most of them are good.

Because of it I lost and went to IV. It will take a long time to go higher than that. For that I’ll need to do great on casual which I always play and I end up 2 deaths 0 kills with that I can’t advance. So I’m just taking a longer break until I can see myself winning it. Because I lost I need to train a lot more.

The game is: Rainbow Six Siege.

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I get depressed in the game when I see myself lose and the average kills are 1.00 I’m on 0.80. So I try to do good in casual which is working. However my win rate is 23% and kills are about 0.65. The average player will see me and say that I’m bad.

I played this game for years but took a long break from ps4 so playing on pc was a big change and challenge.

However I can’t just lose. I was good in solitaire when I saw I couldn’t go over like the average does I uninstalled the game and quit, but I’m not quiting this game. I just need stronger practice and watching more of the pro players.

On casual on the other hand I have 40% win chance and 0.81 kills which is great because I am almost getting past the average.

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Day 8 pretty normal day. No urges everything is fine for now just thinking about school work hahaha will do it.

Mental urges: :no_entry_sign:

Urges: :no_entry_sign:

Happiness: :white_check_mark:

Mad: :no_entry_sign:

Need for energy drink: :no_entry_sign: Drinked energy drink: :no_entry_sign: I took soda so I can relax my mind.

Bored: :heavy_minus_sign:

Worried: :heavy_minus_sign:

Bad events or terrible events: :no_entry_sign:

It’s going good.

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Check in day 15

Daily tasks

  1. Meditation :white_check_mark:
  2. Watched motivational video :x:
  3. Exercise :x:
  4. Study :white_check_mark:
  5. No trigger from screen :white_check_mark:
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5 Mars check-in :white_check_mark:
No urges
Clear day
Looking forward to getting back on my leg again

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here. I finally got to day 9.

Mental urges: :white_check_mark:

Urges: :white_check_mark:

Happiness: :white_check_mark:

Mad: :no_entry_sign:

Need for energy drink: :heavy_minus_sign: drinked energy drink: :no_entry_sign:

Bored: :no_entry_sign:

Worried: :no_entry_sign:

Bad events or terrible events: :white_check_mark: I relapsed.

Time to fight again…

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Chamindu12
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Highest streak 15 days
Current streak 9 days

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March 5 Day 7 check in :white_check_mark: I feel amazing. I performed 50 push ups today.

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Just enjoy the game. Don’t regret losing. It’s just a game man. Don’t take loss in game serious. Ok?

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Wow man. Congratulations :fire::100::smiley:

Nice :fire::fire::fire::fire::fire:

Best of luck Bro, do your best.

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I’m so happy to hear that from you ,bro …

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