This all started by watching ■■■■ accidentally in 2012 now I’m here struggling to get rid of this
Started no fap since 2021 had 2 best streaks going over 100 days
Now I’m masturbating 4 times a day or 3 times a day
In 1 session I need to masturbate minimum twice
But 1 time masturbating is not enjoyable I don’t know what problem it will cause but I know that I have to give up
So here writing this and hoping that today will be my last day I relapse
I hope I will get the regular support here so that I can maintain my motivation and remain my streak
May Allah help us all to get rid of this addiction
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@abrahman عبد الرحمن 
We need always to remember that we are not alone , that we need mercy for ourselves and to be patience , ask god always to give you strength to free yourself from this black suit stuck on us wants to get off of this bad habit that show us everytime that it’s a big illusion and we believe it unfortunately …
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I was once in a worse condition that this
Where everytime when i used to relapse it wouldnt be less that 2 or 3 in a go
And this used to happen daily
And then i reached a point where i used to relapse 6 to 8 times daily
I used to feel like lifeless soul
U need to realise
U dont need them anymore (them = corn and m@s)
U need to find other things at handling stress
And the most important thing is find out the main reason for ur relapses
Trust me for me corn was never the reason
The reason for me to relapse was i needed to feel good because my life was a mess and i didnt want to face the miserable life
So find the reason for ur relapses
Not the reasons u r telling now to urself
But the actual deep rooted reason
Stay strong
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Yo sis do you speak Arabic? @VAGABOND and I do 
…لا يوجد الكثير من العربان هنا
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I think she does speak Arabic
But she is kinda shy to be active here
But we are family so feel free to speak to us any time sister @NhTbH
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No I am not shy , I am not active all the time on forum like past years , anyone send to me I reply to him or her …
I hope that you are always fine and to achieve your goals .
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Thank you for your support
And ofcourse You obviously guessed my common name🙆
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Bro I don’t know what’s that deep rooted reason
No matter how far I go I end up masturbating
Right now I did a 30 days streak and then again I am stuck in this cycle
Right now while writing I realise that If I analyse deeply I can find the reason
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My highest relapse was once 4 times per day. I never go higher that this. It’s not something to be proud of.
You can use the word ‘Mustard’ for ‘M***urbation’
as you are using ‘Corn’ for ‘■■■■’
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Things are not going good I’m masturbating frequently 3 reasons I have witnessed is that
- not lowering my gaze and easily getting triggered
- whenever some failure happens in life I try to vent out my frustrations by relapsing thinking it after relapsing I’ll start a new life and things will get better which doesn’t happen.
- I’m kind of overconfident and I give in to my urges very easily because back of my mind I know I’m capable of doing long streaks like more than 100 days which I have done previously but right now I’m struggling to cross even 2 months.
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You have mentioned the exact problem i had earlier which kept me away from achieving long streaks
The problem is that your mind is addicted but it doesn’t wanna acknowledge that you are addicted so you always have this feeling of overconfidence and you think you can stop this whenever you can
I say to you , you are being deceived
And if you keep thinking this way , i guarantee you will not break free from prn
You have to believe you are addicted and you can’t stop this situation untill you submit that you are in a big trap made by your own mind called " i can get out of this whenever i want "
You are not immune to prn and so am i
But you can fight it and win in some ways
You need to take causes and start being serious about this
From your name it appears you are a Muslim brother
Listen brother there is no escape from this but only to Allah
I was like you i swear but when I started praying in mosque and read Qur’an daily
I am starting to feel i am immune from these things by asking Allah to help me daily i made it to 17 Days and still capable of doing more only because i have Allah with me
Try to do so and open your heart to Allah and you will see miracles happening to you
I ask Allah to guide you through this tough time
As for lowering your gaze , brother it’s hard i know as i was like you at first i couldn’t lower my gaze so devils and desires controlled me
But when you are in a hard situation remember that Allah is watching you and is testing you so i hope you will react according to that
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I’m back and things are not getting better I think I have to internalize that I AM IN BIG TRAP
And I have to escape from this
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Day 7
Somehow managed the 1 week
I’m very nervous about my streak don’t know till when I can continue this😐
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Why do you nervous,be confident.
I think u need to change ur mentality.
Confident, clarity about future,and will power which is Our medicines in this period .
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I’m nervous because I’m tired of failures maybe the fear of failure may lead me to the ultimate success
In sha Allah
Tbh I am still not confident even after Day 12
Let’s see how far I can go
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Don’t get nervous brother
God is watching your progress
You wants you to succeed in life
Keep winning for the sake of god
Reach the top of the mountain
Keep going
Best Wishes 
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U have to study about addiction,bcz every addiction connected with fear.this why most of the person can’t recover from this thing.but fortunately u have Allah to help.
De-addiction is a journey,so u need a strong desire or reason or purpose to stop.
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Fear of failing again helps me achieve long streak and being overconfident results in relapsing
I’m still figuring out the correct approach for this
Day 16 
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Relapsed after 28 days
This time the primary reason was I did not visit the app for a very long time
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Same reason I relapsed again
Back to day 0
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