My story, porn almost kill me

25 yo with erectile disfunction on day 1 of no fap, my dream was to have kids now I can t even have sex, I hope to be cured if I stop watching porn forever, I tried suicide many times, im down af smoking weed to get by with the pain im in a really low point, I can make It Alone but first time asking for LOVE since I was born, I want to do It with u guys!

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You can do it brother it is an easy task don’t think too much about it

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Starting day 2, I really need support to see I can get cured, my confidence and social Life is broken, I workout but my mind its getting heavier and heavier on me, please follow me in this journey :pray:

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Hey bro don’t give up even I also relapsed today and ended my 14 days streak

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Im crying at home, no relapsed yet and worked out but I can t see the end of this, more than 1 year with ED :frowning:

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Guys! Being almost 43, divorcing. No marriage sex since 2 years now, had a 2 times sex affair last summer, another 4 times sex affair this spring when starting to divorce. No erection without vitamine c - cialis 10mg. I am now on my day 131. No relapse. No porn. No pix. I got ED caused psychogenically by being rejected by my soon to be ex-wife during yeats. Not many options for recovery of this shit unless i find a woman who would like me and like to scew with me. Not in these covidish days… I lost weight since jan 2020 till now. 97kg → 70.5kg by running, diet, not overeating… Still no luck getting a girlfriend / partner
So, please, do not tell me how desperate you are. never-give-up-frog-257x300

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Hey bro,

I think this is the time for your cleansing of your body, mind and spirit.

Don’t get fixated over this ED thingy… As a fellow man I get that’s one of the worst thing you can feel.

I suspect that I have ED too for the past few years. But ever since I’m on this nofap journey, I’m not thinking too much about it. My goal is to stay clean for the next 1 year before trying to have sex with my wife.

Children are the grace of God. If God is willing, He will provide you (no matter what you’ve done before). So I hope you don’t think too much about it. Most importantly clean up your mind, put your life back to where you’re supposed to be (work, study, have a healthy hobby, meet people, spend time with God, etc)

Things will eventually be on track and you’ll feel much better about yourself…

Stay strong and pray for strength!

God bless! :pray:t2::blush:

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I can feel the pain brother. I am sorry, Please stay strong @tloustik

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I don’t have any solutions for your problem but I can say only , stay away from PMO who knows magic will happen in life and everything goes to normal :slight_smile: if you want a companion please feel free to add me. We are in the same boat :sailboat: and let’s reach to 60 days if possible from your end @PapiPlayboy

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ED can be taken down by abstaining.
I never had this problem but I’ve seen some examples.
But the road is long, you will probably need to abstain for about 1-2 years (or that’s what I think personally)
You can achieve this. We’re counting on you

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Yes please, It would be amazing, lets start Im on day 1, relapsed, I know i can make a long strike

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Thank you I lost my faith but I gotta keep It up :muscle:
Stopping smoking weed tomorrow I really gotta fight my Demons :pray: Thank you all love

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I wish Bro im triying hard, It wiped my confidence but its just gods plan

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Im no more delusional I want to help people here and improve spiritually

Great to hear bro! Stay strong! :blush::muscle:t2:

Im on day 3 or 4, got a new phone but lost the previous phone strike

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I guess U can correct your streak count , just put time and date of the last relapse

Good luck man, U got this :muscle:

Yes bro, stay away from what’s bad for you…

At the same time, get closer to God… Pray, read the Holy Scriptures, do good deeds, help people around you.

The more you do the above, the less you’ll fall into temptation. :pray:t2::blush:

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Thank you mate. 137 and counting. Still sobber as a judge :slight_smile: i met a lady. Nothing intimate yet, but vitamin-Ciallis is ready. Nofap in progress, no P of course will be the course of action till the end of my days. NEVER GIVE UP!!! :slight_smile:

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I spend some time everyday in meditation and focusing on my breathing which has helped me become more aware of triggers that are detrimental to our commitment towards no fap. You may choose to do the same. Thank you!

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