I am 27 Years Old and started fapping since I am 13 years Old because of that I got severe Acne and then Acne scars which were a huge reason for my lack of confidence.
Then I start giving no Capital F’s and gOt my confidence back, I am a decent build guy, having 5,11 height, I got my first girl at the age of 21 but it was a long distance relationship, so I would fantasies about her and doing all that non sense stuff wit her which made my fapping habit worst.
Then I got ditched because of my own misakes by that I completely lost it, started Fapping alot.
But I was not satisfied from inside, there were times when I was ready to face any street criminal so he will end me somehow, but I am alive and kicking by the grace of Almighty.
Each and every person has a reason to be alive, Now I want to change, I know I am weak, I am vulnerable and lack strength to fight the FAP Devil, but enough is enough.
I just wanna Pee on my habit of Masterbation, so for that I want guidance and instructions to face my urges.
I just don’t wanna die alone, I want to love and being Loved so for that I want to leave this habit which is poisoning me from inside.