My journey begins

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randomguy25121980 (21 M)

Starting today. I’m planning to post my updates here every 1 hour. I shall mention what I did in the time since the last post.

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Day 0 Hour 7.
I slept.

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Day 0 hour 10.
I watched a movie in hotstar. I watched YouTube.

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Day 0 Hour 14.
I watched YouTube.

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Day 0 Hour 17
I did room arranging.
Viewed classes.

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All the best bro !!!

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@anon87955785
Love ya bruh :muscle:

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Day 0 hour 20
I went to the grocery. I slept like a log. God knows why.

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Day 1 hour 4
Watched disney. Listened to audiobook. Slept.

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Day 1 hour 14
Studied for 1 and a half an hour. Did my prayers. Had breakfast and then went to work.

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Keep going brother :muscle: just don’t be ideal… keep doing something or the other… Keep a check on your screentime too…

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@strongwillpower
Thanks brother. Yes. I’m doing something continuously.:rofl::rofl::rofl: That’s why I am updating then and there.

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Day 1 hour 19
Did office work. Watched a movie. Slept for 2 hours like a dead bat.

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Day 0 hour 0.
Aawww shit… Here we go again. I am not like depressed or filled with guilt and all. Like I used to be before when I relapsed. I think it’s because of My God’s grace that I still have my sanity. Its kinda strange you know. Like I am confident and all till the last moment. But when the time comes I just change into a totally different person. It’s like I don’t own my mind. I become like a zombie you know. I’m just confused why I can’t cross even 2 days without fapping. It’s kinda strange.

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I’m not angry at anyone. I just hope I can be a good person.

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Day 0 hour 13.
Woke up. Went to office.

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Day 0 hour 17
Still at work. What’s going on? I don’t know.

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Day 1 hour 10
Did meditation. Went to office. I hate my family. Sorry for being negative.

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Day 1 hour 21
:rofl: Its getting hard to cope up. Please grab my attention GOD.

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Day 0 hour 0.
You gotta keep yourself busy man. Or else you gonna stay like this forever. Don’t let a sexual thought enter your mind. Thoughts are the root cause. Rewire it first. There are always more than 1 solution to a problem.

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