I have joined this forum 2 years ago (Jan 9, 2023) but I have never reached a clean month until now
This was my first milestone and it took me 2 years to accomplish. It was a long journey, but this is just the begging at some point.
In the beginning I used a lot of blockers but I always found a way to turn them off, I watched a 100 videos about this addiction, I tried everything but now I feel that Iβm on the right way.
After a thousand relapse I felt bored about this addiction and everything and suddenly I made this far. (I know that a 30 days streak is not that high and a lot of people has way higher streak, but for me it is an important milestone which was really hard to accomplish)
The things I noticed:
- Our mind have to be our blocker. Now I dont use any blockers, my mind is my only blocker. Maybe I finally can ignore all the triggers.
- Gym/sports/matrial arts can help you. I feel extreme discipline with sport. Everybody should give a try one of them. It makes way easier your journey.
- God is important. Itβs a fact. With faith my journey is easier and really motivating.
Now I have high hopes about leave this addiction behind forever