My Confessions and Experiences

Confession
72

Stay calm and see what your mind is imagining about that girl, but dont act on it .
I have gone through this and I know its extremely tough to observe these thoughts but not impossible.

1 Like
73

Day 9 of Avoiding MO don’t have any value if this happens in my mind :confused:

74

I can’t tell those dirty imagination, But I will follow what You said
Thanks Mate :+1::pray:

1 Like
75

My mind telling me That Do MO imagining about her without Porn…
But I know That This will give just short term break from lust but Eventually In long term this hunger of lust go up, so I don’t want PMO

So Mind Says P is safer and easier option so I watched P :pensive:

76

I want completely off from PMO, But this Fantasies don’t allow me to do that

77

I started Because

  • I want myself to be a Man of Character, integrity
  • This is biggest Black spot of My life, So I have to eliminate this Black spot
  • I want to be present In Every Moment , Living life in the present to the fullest
  • Be a responsible Human Being

What I want to overcome?

  • Want Complete off from ■■■■ and Masturbation intentionally

Remembering Bad Moments

  • I killed 10 years of my lifetime related to this bad habit directly or indirectly
  • Procrastination , Watching Hours of ■■■■ ,Heavy usage of ■■■■,
  • Cheated to my Parents(Elders) Under disguise of Studying, I watched Hours of Shit :cry:
  • Resulting Being Non Performing Asset(NPA) of My family :weary:
  • Loses Tons of Confidence
  • Missed Lot of employment Opportunities by avoiding studies despite being Good In Studies
  • Messed Time Management in life
  • Sexually Objectification of Girls(sometimes) - Worst Habit , Really disturbing
  • It made me depressed. Because I feel it was bad but I do repeatedly which made me feel Chronically Low always.

Much More Here to Write , I will add more more , Reasonable Enough to Remind whenever I fall

2 Likes
78

Watched 3 Hours of Shit , worst day of life in recent times.
I watched at afternoon before Writing Above Post
3 relapses in a date. Worst day for a reason
All I did before Writing above post

1 Like
79

I am recovering after indulging in 11th year of Habit,
I understand it takes time to get heal
Actually This P… browsing started in End of 2010 and I got used to it When I was in Class 11th Upto August 2011
I was just 15 then and I am in Standard 11th, So it was obviously very early age to get used to watching P…

But This Habit was made an addiction when I graduated in Mid of 2016 at 20 years of my Life…
Just Golden Period of Anyone’s Life
High Speed 4g Mobile Internet Revolution was nascent at that time, And I Used Excessive Data to get my fantasies in seconds of time,

80

I am Tech Savvy Since 2006 and get easily Attracted to gadgets
My motivation for good job before 2016 was to afford internet 247 in my pocket, But just At September 2016, Free Unlimited 4g Data Revolution happened and important Motivational factor destroyed because I achieved Data 247 without Doing anything

81

I destroyed my precious solitude time period watching hours of shit since 2016 despite being the Good at studies.

I might use that Time period to get Good Job in any Indian Government Sector Company
But I ruined everything

82

I ruined my Confidence, thin body Structure, Made weak my memory

I used to Acknowledge God before 2016 now I Don’t even Thank them, I used to respect and Love my crush then but Now I am Devoid of feelings

83

Still I am certain that I will regain what I lost except time :blush:

All of you guys I lied to you that I followed Nofap actually I am peeking Repeatedly and edging sometimes such acts are clear indication that I was not going out of my comfort zone

But Now I am Following NoFap

I am At Day 1
Solitude :x:
P❌M❌O❌

I write my solitary activities in the end of the Day from Now On

2 Likes
84

Dear @SincereDev,

Lie to anybody but never lie to yourself. The least you can do is To Be Honest With Yourself.

Focus on your work and improving yourself.

Best Regards

1 Like
85

No Fap tracker for indians

3m9194x98r061
3m9194x98r061640×960 85.5 KB

Hi maybe this would be of some help, this a really nice subreddit for tracking.
This is a cool subreddit for people who are trying to get off an addiction & are looking for some motivation and some way to track their progress.

The military based flair ranking system is a big motivator! Whenever you a reach a new goal you are awarded a new rank, and the whole thing is set up as such that it feels like a journey.

New members: check 'Induction Day" Sticky Post & wiki.

https://www.reddit.com/r/NoFapIndianWarriors/comments/if290c/induction_day/

86

Sorry for being late
2020-11-28T18:30:00Z
Day 2
Solitude :white_check_mark:
P❌M❌O❌

87

2020-11-29T18:30:00Z
Day 3
Solitude :white_check_mark:
P❌M❌O❌

1 Like
88

2020-11-30T18:30:00Z

Day 4
Solitude :white_check_mark:
P❌M❌O❌
:+1:

1 Like
89

2020-12-01T18:30:00Z

Day 5
Solitude :white_check_mark:
P✅M❌O❌
I peeked yesterday :disappointed:

90

2020-12-16T18:30:00Z

Day 0
Guys I relapsed after 20 days :confounded:
Solitude :white_check_mark:
P✅M✅O✅

I feel very low now :pensive:

1 Like
91

Bro, don’t feel that way . Start again . We are with you. Your previous experience will help you.