My Confessions and Experiences

Sorry. I can only play war games.

For the 2 days these confessions is helping me to Break the Chain… :smile:

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Day 2 of NOFAP

September 24 2020

Time was 15:30 and I were again alone… After 50 hours of Strong willpower I fell to My urges :pensive: due to Poor will and visited P@rn website for about 15 min… After that I reminded myself… And again Back on track… I don’t want to surrender… :smirk:

I am now normal…

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These Fucking 15 mins… Can’t deter Myself, This can’t dent my Confidence… I am here to Win over them… I know What is My Vulnerable Time period… (My solitude…) . And I will be more accountable to all of you…

WHAT A PERSON DO IN ISOLATION MIGHT REFLECT THEIR CHARACTER…

I need to be more careful now
I am on day 2 of my Streak I have to maintain it…

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@kakka… This is where I am writing my confessions

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As per idea of @kakka

I am Going with this Rule for myself
I will not stop my urges forcefully but rather by Channelize it with exercise :slightly_smiling_face:

I made some tweaks as per me. I removed rule 1

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Day 2
25 September

12:20- I am now alone… My solitary Time starts now… I am going to Study Now😎… I will update whatever I feel in alone…

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Bro I have done around 50 - 60 pushups and 50 pushups are pending gradually I’m getting more aware of my thoughts because of these rules , keep going you will win :+1:

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Bro , your idea is awesome and very effective for mindfulness … I implemented it today

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Day 3

I didn’t study much today… I need to focus more😔. Now I am Alone in my room and Studying English

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Good thing is I didn’t fell prey to my Urges… There were no urges at all…

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Day 4
September 26
I am enjoying my solitude period… Today I live my real life without mobile(less consumption as compare to previous days) and Studied

Thanks to group made by @strongwillpower, @selfconqurer and @Aman1
I will participate that Challenge for october… It will certainly utilize my Solitary Time into an productive activity :blush:

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Day 6
28 September

11:15 I am alone now and will start study from 11:45

I relapsed :cry:… It was due to Some Scene in webseries… :expressionless::expressionless::expressionless::pensive::pensive:

I’m really sorry to hear this, bro
But it’s not the end of the world. Learn and get stronger!
Write me if you need someone to talk to

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Day 0
28 September 2020

I relapsed, the simple reason was A trick Played by my mind, Since I was in challenge to Control My Mobile addiction so I distanced myself from mobile,
But I used PC to watch p@rn after inspiring was webseries . This was the fucking reason of relapse.

From last 5 days i Won over them quite easily because I used My mobile not frequently

Just an edging should not be an excuse…

I did 14 days and 28 days streaks successfully after joining this forum and app…
I have to look forward now, in my life and not to look back to the past Anymore…

I want to show New Streaks to All of you…

Now it’s time to Break My Highest Streak of 35 days… :muscle:

I Respect Women and Men… Don’t Objectify Anyone
I Follow my Dharma (Duty as a Student)
I Win Out Vulnerable Phases :muscle:
I Am Rewiring Myself

Om! :om:

Day 1
2020-09-29T18:38:00Z

I am Alone Now. And I am now going to Study for Sometime… Whenever I feel Something Wrong… I will come back and update you guys

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Day 1

2020-09-30T06:10:00Z

I have alone since 1100… And i Did beat my Urges to fap… By mindfulness and breathing exercise :muscle::smile::sunglasses:

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Day 2

2020-09-30T06:50:00Z2020-09-30T08:09:00Z

This was the time Duration Of wasting my time on Mobile, I switched various time fighting with my urges, I repeatedly Switch sometimes to Porn and then Again control myself to watch something to avoid it …
I admit that despite this Hide and Seek , I watched that stuff, Because of isolation . Yesterday someone was talking in forum about watching porn without Masturbation , That person was telling that watching porn without Masturbation was good way to control one self …So just for the sake of Experimenting , My mind played a game…
Now I reject that theory because watching porn without Masturbation is nothing but a paradox, Although I didn’t relapse But I confronted Sexual tensions Inside me afterwards stopping Porn…I exercised and took a cold shower :shower: Then things became normal…

I Respect Women and Men… Don’t Objectify Anyone
I Follow my Dharma (Duty as a Student)
I Win Out Vulnerable Phases :muscle:
I Am Rewiring Myself

Om! :om:

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Day 3
2020-10-01T09:00:00Z
My Main point was

Porn is nothing but a tool of Artificial Seduction it leads us to nowhere and Excessive of porn indulgence can slowly reduces our Original Sexual power…(it is obvious) I am pointing not only because I am single But because many Guys who are in relationship are watching porn… Being Single should not be the excuse of watching porn.
Second Naturally Our Organs are originally meant for Real Sexual Activity (if u analyse human Body reaction after seduction be it Male or female) not for masturbation
What we are watching today the Huge amount of Porn… Our ancestors didn’t, They watch 1 or 2 real persons but what we are seeing is Unprecedented,… Can Someone Think About the impact of Frequent seduction and frequent orgasm on our brain​:thinking:… Where we are going mentally… What level of dopamine imbalance our brain and body are suffering from… :roll_eyes::slightly_frowning_face:

Seriously All my brothers and Sisters don’t Indulge in Artificial Seduction. It certainly Screw our mind… Value Each other… Don’t fall prey to Fucking Porn Shortcuts… Don’t Make Addict your brain to Useless porn,Slowly it Diminishes your productivity.

I am telling Because I suffered a lot from past 3 years… :pensive:

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