I would like to share what caused my recent relapse.
I had very vivid images of sexual intercourse while half asleep and wasn’t fully aware that I was masturbating during sleep. During sleep it felt like I was watching porn in real life. Then orgasm occurred, that woke me up and then realized I had pornographic dream and orgasmed because of this, during sleep.
I’m thinking why would I get such a dream? Even though I did not watch porn for more than 100 days. Or maybe it happened because I watched music videos that show sexy scenes very often, that could be linking my brain to pornographic dreams. It’s sad, because I love music, but I’ve to avoid watching music videos because they forcefully put sexual romance in it.
Lesson learned. Back to Day 0. New target: break my last streak record. And I’ve to completely withdraw from music videos that show sexy scenes.