Day 38
Woke up had breakfast and showered.
Did some wood chopping with my Dad for the future fire when it gets cold.
Later I streamed fortnite and had a great time.
Afterwards I did video editing for youtube and just chilled on this app helping others
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I forgot about day 39 but Meh as l just reached DAY 40 , PARTY TIME ON ME lol itās onwards and upwards as l keep continuing the journey
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Day 41 No Relapse - lazy to write full story but my day is great
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Day 42 - No Relapse did get urges a bit. Yesterday night was the worst I have ever been on day 41. Got really horny and not going to any detail because l want to inspire not to hurt or tempt. Anyways today so far so good. Stay STRONG everyone
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Day 44 was the worst day on this journey. I was horny AF for a long time and I couldnāt focus. I had a one track dirty mind wanting to have sex with any girl. I did edge a lot here and there but in terms of semen retention l didnāt spill one drop. This is getting really tuff. Hope and pray that l remain strong for next time
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Sorry I havenāt been writing my diary daily sometimes as l got a few things on my mind. Anyways no Relapse and still continuing
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Iām on day 48 and just like to say that Iām actually experiencing a lot of weight has been lifted. I have edged so much less and l aināt horny like a ton. Praise God. I feel like Iām ontop of the world right now. I will still continue this journey as l think they will be difficult times ahead but l think l really got this self control under way with urges of addiction
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Happy birthday 
!!!
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Thank You so much 
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Happy Birthday Brother! 
You are doing amazing,
50+ days is no Joke
I hope you will achieve Freedom From this addiction.
I wish you best of Luck !
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Thanks for all the support. Love all you guys and girls here. Itās onwards and upwards for us all fighting this addiction with each other
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Over the past few days I have been so flipping horny that itās not funny to the point Iām desperate for sex. Iām still staying strong and havenāt relapsed but itās frustrating. I hope l continue to hold on. Praying, support and chatting to others helps.
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Stay strong brother,
Youāre great
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Thanks for the kind motivational words. Really appreciate it
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Day 60 and still abstaining from cumming yay. I donāt have trouble anymore cumming as I have more self control but not complete control that l edge. Anyways I decided to download another app as another counter to track my edging habits. Anyways so far so good. I havenāt done much in this diary and so hopefully that will change and l will come back on to it.
So yesterday night was the worst of my entire journey with them urges. I started to chat with this girl (if she is reading this then know itās not your fault) and the urges came on so badly. Iām going to make it a habit and try to leave the conversation when the urges come. Maybe chatting with the opposite gender might be harmful when urges hit. So anyways back to what Iām saying l chat to this girl and felt really horny. I felt the need to dirty talk to her but l didnāt and l resisted. I got one dirty mind to clean lol but Iām pleased that l didnāt give in to temptation as l was trying to be a gentleman. Apart from All that Iām doing fine. Stay STRONG everyone
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Day 61 - No Relapse No Urge
Woke up
Breakfast
Volunteer work at retirement village
Home to eat lunch
Zoom meetings
Went to chiropractor to get my back a bit better
And the rest of the day was chilling
Dinner time
Spa time
And now here
Stay STRONG everyone
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Must be really late thereā¦ U sleep late?
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Just winding down and forgot to do diary
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Keep going manā:v:
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Thanks man really appreciate the support
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