@MegatronX aka GigaChad
Sharing code: 9ibze8
Male, 25 years old.
Muslim.
Current streak: Day 0
I am starting this journal to document the changes that’ll be occuring in me as I progress through my No-Fap journey. PMO has destroyed me in many ways but still AlHamduliALLAH I’m doing better than a lot of people.
Forthermore, if some people want to join me on this journey, I welcome you with all my heart. Also, if you post something on my Journal, it’ll be an encouragement to me and it’ll help me keep going forward. JazakALLAH brothers. 
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Inshallah we will defeat this addiction bro 
My sc- dwtolz
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Day 1 completed 
I was planning a relapse all day long but somehow kept delaying it. Until we went to a family gathering where i spent the rest of my day with my cousins and went to mosque for prayers with my brothers. Right after prayer i sat down and listened to a Hadith that a guy was teaching at mosque. It really healed me up and motivated me to leave all sins behind.
So i came home and deleted my amazon prime video and Instagram. I am motivated for a fresh start. I know the battle will get hard, but i think I’ll enjoy it, knowing that all the pain is actually healing me.
Need prayers. 
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Day 2 completed
Not so hard, it was an easy day since i began with a religious activity and then i went to job. Kept my gaze low. Minimalized my interaction with females. Prayed my prayers in mosque.
AlHamduliALLAH, still healing.
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The best thing you did 
God bless you. Keep it up 
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Thanks @Brahmchary. I just hope i stick to it this time.
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Day 3 & 4 completed
AlHamduliALLAH very easy days. No urges. Just a few times when i went to bed, i started day dreaming about my fantasies for a few seconds. But i put it off when it was the easiest to stop. Never let an urge grow. Nip it in the bud at very first step. I hope i stick to it.
Still healing AlHamduliALLAH. Need prayers.
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A relapse full of regret
After almost completing day 5 I relapsed. It has felt good to almost make it to 5 days mark after so long. I am more motivated now. Next goal will be 7 days atleast InshaALLAH.
Yesterday was a day with some urges and it got really strange when i started feeling aroused when i was looking at a video about a marine creature. I know it’s strange, even for me. 
I battled with urges almost all day long, but what i feel totally disgusted about is that when i relapsed at night it was bcz i couldn’t sleep. I was having almost no urge. I laid in my bed for quite long time and couldn’t catch sleep. So out of anger and frustration i relapsed hoping that i would be able to sleep that way. But guess what, i still couldn’t sleep. At that moment i felt tons of regret about what i had done. Messed up all my effort and for nothing.
But, I’m back on track now. I’ll go for a 7 day streak minimum this time and InshaALLAH I’ll achieve it too. Need prayers.
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A request if you really want to continue nofap.
Please stop watching content on YouTube/ Instagram etc.
Your mind will be cleaned 
and urges will become weaker.
Try this
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Back on track. 9 days completed all thanks to ALLAH. Last relapse was on 31st of December but it wasn’t due to being last day of the year. It was just a random last relapse.
Anyways just here to make entry that i am getting back on track.
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