Last night I masterbated after I viewed a couple of scenes in a movie and a raunchy story in YouTube. I did go looking at as far as I could go without watching pornography. But it has been 30 days since I went to full pornography. I’m not happy, but my goal was to stop viewing pornography. Do you think I need to reset my clock and count that as a relapse. Or just an urge, I’m married, so I don’t think sex or masterbation are my concern. I’m unhappy with viewing pornography though.
If you are unhappy and feel bad, just accept it and reset the clock.
Well…
Since you released your seed, it’s actually over. Maybe if that scene had come accidentally and you skipped or something you didn’t need to do it.
Then it should be easier for you to do no PM. Since not doing O altogether is impossible since you are married.
I have a question. If you are married, why did you feel the need to masturbate? Are you guys away from each other? Or do you just enjoy masturbation as an activity regardless of whether you have access to sex or not?
Hard question to answer honestly. My wife is awesome, but not very sexual, it seems like a chore for her. She was away, so I was tempted.
Speak to her. May be there is miscommunication between u both. Speak to her about you, your wants, and ask her what does she want?