Masculine Knight Journal

Iv been out from this app 2 years, and i thought to comeback cause that old habit start to tingling my brain. Yeah 2 years, what i make me surprised was
I dont have intention to watch corn again, it dont exicte me anymore than living my life, but the other problem that stay still is jerkn off once every 4 days, thats the dragon that i want to slay so much, i want to completely ride on it and taking control of the Dragon and use it to win in life for my future wife and kids.

So um id like to use analogy that we’re in the beginning of the rpg video game, so now i’m at the lowest rank with default character. Soo guys i’ll meet you in the blacksmith lets make a sword and training in the next 7 days, train great fondation, movement and nutrition, see u soon

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Day 2
Its morning rn, that thought is coming again, the urge to touch myself and gratify it come back again and i decided to write this. Its real guys that thought just out of nowhere just walking through my mind. Is this just old neuro path to lead me to my old bad habit?