Once upon a time in a land 
far far away there was an 8 year old girl 
. Who found out by accident that when you rubbed your most private place a certain way it would feel good. She didn’t know it was wrong and yet felt a need to hide what she’d learned. This went on for weeks until she couldn’t take it anymore, told her mom and stopped:raised_hand:. Simple as that.
Now about 4 years later with the incident already forgotten this 12 year old girl looking for a movie 
on her brother 
computer 
finds some ■■■■.
Of course instead of doing the right thing, like not reading the weird material, she does. Remembering the pleasure she felt when she was 8, this child👶 decides to combine masturbating (a foreign consept at the time) and ■■■■, what ensues is years of guilt, remorse and self hate.
Sadly, 6 years have gone by and this girl👧/woman👩/child👶 is still struggling with these addictions knowing fully what they are and what they do.
This would be my “tragic” back story. That would make me the heroine:princess:, anyone who supports me the supporting characters:raised_hands: (I guess??) and the next month or two of my life the plot line (???) … I suck at metaphors. Let’s just say I’m going to fight:muscle:
this thing with all I’ve got and hope it will be enough.
If you want, stay tuned 
P.S (this will probably be more of a weekly then diary)
keep up and don’t give in, no pmo anymore
May the odds be forever in our favor 
And soo they shall 
It’s been 9 days since I’ve started this journey. I have met some very interesting people who have had daily battles with their desires and I have found hope again (something I thought I’d lost a ways back). I am so happy that I just might start singing and dancing in the rain. So I want to thank those who have encouraged me this past week. May God bless you and give you strength as you fight the good fight. 
Mhhh I might jump in the rain one day too its a joy to become free of this addiction glad we could motivate you for the better.
I don’t think I’m free yet, but I definitely feel the chains falling. Small victories.
Keep trying and never stop trying, God bless
In any 
movie there’s that moment where the hero falls down and gets hurt. The first plan never works. But I have hope. After all, it’s the last thing that dies. I’m restarting my journey from scratch, a little wiser. I do not intend to fall again, but if this happens it is important for me to continue to rise. I’m going to turn this page 
and keep moving forward. The song that I’m going to share portrays this. If you want to listen, it’s just below.
Awsome ! Yes we can do this, with the Lord’s blessing, our determination and others support
Amen to that 
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