Let’s be master of our will and we will be master of world. I have started my journey again . Today 25 July I have 2 day streak after countless failures . I try my best to appear everyday here to make me realize that I am on mission to complete . But if I couldn’t I try after every three days to appear on online plateform
Today I completed my 3rd day .For me situation is not getting better or I am not trying. Today I slept in morning after consuming social media nearly all night . And I woke up now half day has passed. I used to read little bit every day about 50 pages or Soo but day or two ,I read nothing . I am in artificial cycle of dopamine. Brain try to increase base level of dopamine higher ,So that I crave for instant gratification. I couldn’t work out my strategies to win this war which is more dangerous than anything and I am unsure about myself. At a time ,I am able to make decisions that I can select one direction.
I nearly relapsed at night and then in morning but thinking about rewire companions, little hope told me not to do this and I narrowly escaped . I will try every day get to better even at negligible pace…
First I thought you r my companion Xard, who put a C in his name😄 then I checked my dm then realized-you and xard are two different person.
Actually I am new to plateform.and it’s very difficult to navigate through this app to connect with online community.But surely everyone is my companion as long as I am the part of this community.